Cookie crumbs on my bed

I have a theory that my smiling muscles are not working any more. I have smile a lot less than before. I'm starting to worry even more when I realise that I always kerut dahi at a lot of things now. I don't wanna mold my face into that. Lines and wrinkles. I have difficulties in letting go, even to the smallest bits that had never mattered before. What is wrong with me?

And lately I have this very heavy hurt feeling on my chest and it got worse when I think contemplate on things. I should stop now.

Amelia