Sorry, abang

I remembered when there's this kakak at the driving school. She asked if I have my own 'abang'. I told her all my siblings are girls, then she said "bkn abang tu, abang pakwe lah." . I just smiled whenever I thought of him. I don't wanna let you go 'cause you have my soul.

I'm being insensitive and a total jerk to him. I cried a little bit because I'm shaking, scared that I ruined what we had. I love him so and writing down here what I felt is not enough. I am deeply sorry, abang.