Peroid Pains during Puasa

Baru je nak kata, tahun ni aku puasa penuh la, takde pun tertinggal lagi. haha. Mulut masin ? Mungkin jugak. Dah lah datang time 10 hari terakhir puasa.

Anxiety swings, depression, tension, moodiness.

Haha, whatever lah. Been listening to Elvis Presley, Frank Sinatra and a bit of the Beatles. Why am I suddenly 'into' old songs? Does this sudden interest comes with the menstrual cycle?

If you have time, listen to;
*Elvis Presley
-I Can't Stop Falling In Love With You
-Love Me Tender

*Frank Sinatra
-My Way

*Beatles
-I Wanna Hold Your Hand

*Barry Manilow
-I Can't Smile

Jiwang ? mungkin.

Bollocks

Tak. I am NOT jealous. tak kesah.
Let me say this again; I am not jealous.

Do you know that it hurts badly ?
Do you know I'm sad ?
Do you know I'm probably lying ?

Abdul Wafi

before (07.07.2010)

me : kenapa kita tak pernah cakap kat sekolah ah ?
Waaafi : erm, sebab mek malu.
me : ha ? bukan laki takleh malu ke ? hee :)
Waaafi : erm, guys, uh, guys are shy towards the girl they like. uhm.
me : (confused, but I wasn't that naive) wait, Wafi, are you saying that you like me ? or did I misinterpret the message ?
Waaafi : yes, Nora. mek mengaku.
me : (almost dropped the phone) OMG.
*lebih kurang macam tu laa.

Everything went smoothly after that :)

after(present)
imagine that I'm on cloud nine. imagine that your heart yearns to see that person. always glancing towards that person's direction. hoping to see that smile, and make everything alright. When a crappy day comes, he'll bring the laughter.

dia lawak : suka wat orang gelak sampai sakit perut. haha
dia jiwang : ayat berbunga-bunga, my sayang (:
dia rajin : well, dia rajin if I'm rajin. and I'm rajin when he is. we're dependent on each other.
suara merdu : suka sangat bila dengar dia mengaji, suara dia nyanyi masa dalam kelas ( jatuh hati terus terpikat punya lah )

*

me : sebenarnya, Nora dah jatuh hati kat Wafi sejak pertengahan tahun lepas lagi. :)
Waaafi : I've fallen for you since you entered the school. you were the new girl and I couldn't even talk to you.

*

I Tak Mati Lagi

I know, I've been away from some people for like really long. Some tend to forget about me, some are just there to remember. Kita memang rapat dulu, tapi mungkin tak, maybe it was all in my head. The part where we would laugh as we would try out new things together. and when I cried and you watched to comfort ?

I remembered the details as if it was really special to me. It is special. but probably not to you. I'm sorry that I actually have to move masa form 2, I'm sorry I am not your best friend anymore. I'm sorry I am not your cool friends with those DSLR and those clothes. I am no one. I get it.

You moved on, I did too, but maybe some of the past is attached with me. The past; its grip hold on to me until I could remember it and memories those moments that may be useful for the future.
I am insignificant.

Pergi lah dengan mereka. Aku tetap aku. Aku tidak layak. Terima Kasih.

One Month

Yay. tak perasan pun dah sebulan.

I love Wafie my Boyfie and possibly future Hubby C:
I hope we'll stay together and go through forever.

Sayang, love you

Braces oh Braces

Gigi besiku akan dibuka. YAY YAY YAY.

I can't wait for that day to happen but srsly, I bet I'll miss my braces. well, I had a dentist appointment today. Doktor kata : dah lurus dah gigi ! dah boleh buka dah ni.

D's Assistant : Yay, dah boleh buka ! (muka excited)
I was excited too! then,
Doktor : hari ni takde technician lah. tak dpt nak buka.
me : (frowning) Jadi nk buka bila lah ?
Doktor : next appointment.
me : (happy again) bila next appointment, doktor ?
Doktor : lepas raya
me : (smile on the outside)Oh, thank you doktor.

When I went outside, "OMG, WHATTHEHELL. penat tunggu sejam kat dpan tmpat reception. semangat ponteng sekolah ingat nak buka braces." I grunted. The receptionist gave me a look. I smiled at him. haha, I wasn't complaining :)

tunggu :

two months.

two months.

two months.

Bai bai Along

I left the house in a hurry. rushing to get to tuition in time. Well, not really on time, considering I was already late. There was no time to say a long good bye.

I hugged her hoping it wouldn't be our last hug. I head for the door and get into the car. Ummi slowly backing off the driveway. and out we go. Along watched me go and I watched her watching me leave. I waved my last good bye.

Her flight was at 6pm. My tuition ends at 6pm. Its just impossible to be at the airport.

I miss you old lady ! :D