Wednesday, June 29, 2011

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TEDDY

Semalam birthday diaaa. Kenapa laaaaah kat Kuching tak cuti Isra' Mikraj? takut nak call sbb dia sekolah. so anyways, Happy Birthday tauu walaupun tak sempat nak call lama lama. :( dah lah takde hadiah. Forgive me :'(

29th June 2011 0800 - 1200
Majlis Anugerah Kecemerlangan Akademik ATM Ke-14


with my dear Abah :) Thank God this came out okay, my other photos are disasters.


rindu uniform sekolah ? <3 that kain batik kolej~

here's the deal, the event kata pkai baju sekolah, then me and the person next to me, Wafin, je yg pkai uniform sekolah. Could you tell I was so embarrassed? God. buat muka selamba je lah.

People Commit Crime For Selfish Reasons

Datuk Sosilawati Lawiya, a cosmetics millionaire was 47 years old when she was murdered along with three other men who was her employees. They were killed in October 2010. She and the other three were burned and their ashes was scattered into sea or along the beach. What were the murderer’s motives to kill her? Why was she punished in such a cruel way? Those are the first questions that pop into my mind and perhaps on some other Malaysian’s local newspaper readers. Have the killer thought of Datuk Sosilawati’s family when they acted a cruel deed to her?

Firstly, most crimes committed are acted upon selfish reasons. The meaning of selfish used here is being self-centred and doing some activity for one-self’s own benefits. People nowadays are being as inconsiderate as they would rob others without thinking the effects on other people. Living in a rat race society could mold you into becoming a competitive person. When a person saw other people’s lives are full of luxurious possessions, some would strive to meet their goals. Meanwhile, others would either rob a bank or swindle the company’s money. They did not think of other people’s feelings when they did those misdeeds. I mean, if you are the type of person who is so competitive and will have nothing stand in your way between you and your goal, and then maybe you could relate to this. When you have set your mind into getting that goal, you may forget to ask your conscience whether whatever you’re doing is right or wrong. Thus, please stop doing things that you think it’s not right.

Next, man mostly who wanted to fulfill his sexual pleasures, he would rape an innocent girl where by the man wouldn’t care less about the girl’s feelings and emotion after being a victim to his crime. Other than raping random girls who unfortunately encountered the sex maniac by just walking along the streets, some men are smart enough to use the latest technologies to commit such hatred act. These clever men would go into chat rooms in the internet and search for those lonely girls who just needed a company. Girls ranges the age from 12 to 17 would be common victims. Firstly, these sex maniacs would be the girls’ best friend and listen to how their day goes and help them to continue on with their adolescence lives. As the guy slowly gains the girl’s trust, he would try to meet with her which leads to that unfortunate rape. Therefore, teenagers should be taught not to give out information and not to easily trust anyone on the internet.

Besides, a person would steal other’s possessions because they needed to sustain their living. They probably did not intend to steal at the first place. But they were forced as they could not obtain money to buy necessities in life. Without having any educational background, they fail to get jobs as most job requirements are based on their level of education. Thus, making them slump in the high cost standard in the city. This will lead to no choice but to steal and rob or con people. Though they were forced into living this way, it is not an excuse to continue stealing from innocent people who actually worked hard to bring home the bacon. When a person is basically pushed into living a hard life, they could not care less about how others feel but they focus more on how painful their life is. Well, you should remember that the world does not revolve around you.

In a nutshell, people commit crime based on their own different reasons but committing a crime is considered as a selfish act because they are being inconsiderate. Whether the reason is because you wanted an easy life out or maybe caused by wanting to fulfil sexual pleasures and perhaps to sustain a living, it is still considered as a selfish act.

Sunday, June 26, 2011

Essay

Wafi called. :) Talked for like 1 hour and a half. Its 1.40am now and I guess I'm just too happy to go to sleep yet. Maybe life is much more fun than my dreamland. LOL, okay focus, dia pesan suruh study elok2. belajar bena2, boh malas2.
Aok, mek belajar lah tok. Tunggu mek post blog tok lok. Hihi.

Okay, time to hit the books, finish that essay and maybe get a good night's sleep tonight.

"People commit crime for selfish reasons"

Give me that pen! xD

Friday, June 24, 2011

Help

Dear God,
help me focus. Help me go through this. Help me with everything that I feel that isn't right. Help me clear my mind. Help me understand.

Wednesday, June 22, 2011

Chipsmore aaand Milk

Yummmmmy :)
Anywayy, love to listen to this song, yummy macam chipsmore jugak hehe

Tuesday, June 21, 2011

Sakit

tak tahu nak cakap apa. betul.

Sunday, June 19, 2011

Lompat Bintang

There are times when I feel like giving up. When I couldn't finish my assignments, I feel like crying and maybe ignore that feeling and just sleep through it ( wishing it could just poof away ).

How do I overcome this? I don't know yet, 'cause I haven't get over that. I'm trying to make a studying environment at my dorm. Cleaning everything up then go to my assignments which I don't think I was given enough time.

I procrastinate a lot. When I said a lot, I meant a lot. I'm procrastinating right now. Blogging, sleeping then maybe going to doodle some stuff till I found that mood to study. Sometimes I don't find my studying mood and just continue on sleeping. :P Teruk kan?

Thursday, June 16, 2011

Hari Pendidik 2011

We did our persembahan, but it wasn't High School Musical (THANK GOD!)
We did a song, "Sempurna", we changed the lyrics and UMK (A) sang it on stage.

Last minute practice paid off after all :P

Ferrero Rocher

I read Baina's blog post. It is sooooooo adorable and sweeeeeeet! BACA BACA BACA :D


tiba tiba ingat kat Wafi :')

Monday, June 13, 2011

Perintis

Kami di sindir oleh budak2 Matrik kat KMK ni. >:(
"Ingat budak2 UMK ni hebat sgt ke?"

Eh, eh, kalau kami hebat pun apa kau kesah? takyah nak jeles2. UMK ni mmg group yg sikit tapi dah bertambah ke 4o+ orang. Cikgu kata, UMK ni group yg sikit, kamu diwajibkan untuk duduk di barisan hadapan jika ada sebarang majlis. Kalau tak, nanti kamu akan tenggelam. Hanyut dalam 700+ budak2 Matrik.

Hmm, sebenarnya, kami taknak pun duduk kat depan laaaa. Buat KECOHH je.

Sunday, June 12, 2011

High School Musical

Pelajar UMK - KMK VERSION.
Hmm, we'll be doing a performance during Hari Pendidik on 16th June.
Song : We're All In This Together - High School Musical
DANCING LIKE WE'RE CRAZY. LOL

I'll update you on this one later.
*NERVOUS AKU AKAN MENARI KAT DEPAN*

Saturday, June 11, 2011

Silence

Its been 3 weeks that I've stayed in Kolej MARA Kulim.

Here's my confession :
There's a bit pressure for me, regarding my assignments. Mostly my dorm mates would ask me when they have questions about them. Maybe I sounded like I hate to help them. That is soooo wrong. Its just that I would be the one who hadn't finished my assignments while they finished theirs with a bit of my help.

When I realized that I'm the only one who hadn't finished my assignment, I feel so stressed out that until one night I think its better that I take out my own life. Thank God I'm still sane enough to NOT do that.

Okay, here's another confession, when I was 12, I feel like my world has ended and was stupid enough to hurt myself. I carved "DEAD" on my hand using that sharp compasses which no one notice since I wore long sleeves. Am I a coward to take that knife and finish my business here or am I just being smart to stop myself from being part of the undead? I remembered that I had held the knife with my right hand that evening and stare at it long enough that I cried for being a coward.

What was the reason for my own act? I don't remember anything at all.

Tuesday, June 7, 2011

Tak sama !

Sungguh!

Living in a hostel is a totally different environment to me. But one thing's for sure, friends are great to you. Its just that, no matter how many friends are around to comfort you, it is just not the same without your family there. Especially when you're so freakin' far from anyone you love.

This would be the time to find someone to have a heart to heart conversation. And to learn more about others...?

My mind is definitely not in the right track. I can't focus much in class. But I can't tell anyone that. So, shhhh.... hahaha

Wafi told me NOT to be lazy. I'm trying, okay? I can't understand Physics much. Whenever I start to do Physic's assignments, and I couldn't do a question, I would drag myself to do anything else. In short, I procrastinate. I'm not lazy, I procrastinate. There's a difference.

I tried not to call anyone since buying prepaid credit is limited for me. Sometimes I wish there isn't any left for me to call anyone or to text people. That way , maybe, I don't have to worry about why hasn't anyone called me yet or text me yet. Betul tak?

Sunday, June 5, 2011

ZUHUD 13



Let me cry for one whole night, then I'll rise tomorrow, being a new person.
Because I'm stronger, and better this way.
Mcm org Sarawak kata : congek! nangis je Nora ni. =.=

" So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me "