Bucket List

Before I kick the bucket. The extended list of what I want to do before I die.
Aside from what I've written in this post; I have few others and some that I have achieved.

• Do volunteer work
• Go to Big Bad Wolf Bookfair
• Go Ice Skating
• Finding myself
• Find a passion and pursue that
• Create Boho Chic style 
• SKYDIVING
• Graduate in any degree
• Read a total of 100 books/novels from 21 to 31 years old
• Playing video games for as long as I can without being judged or disturbed (Record time before being disturbed; 5 hours. So lame =______=)
• Make an illustration and get it published somewhere
• Write a letter to everyone who has influenced me in life and make people find it after I die 
• Go to Europe and breathe air
• Find a new hobby every year (2014 - Drawing/Doodling, 2015 - ?)
• Actually finish a medication as prescribed by the doctor (I never finish any antibiotics or whatever)
• Give away my clothes and empty out my closet. MAKE OVER.
• Hug a kangaroo (Are they huggers ? O.o I might get kicked by doing that)
• Go without gadgets (Phone, Laptop, MP3 Players, etc) for 18 hours, for 100 days : 0 days

So far, that's it. 

Amelia

I didn't make it.

Oh well, there is always plan B and C and D and other alphabets.

But surely, I have some things up my sleeves. This time, I'm going to make it happen. I'm going to have to keep it real close to heart. For Ummi. For Mama.

So, here I am. I'm back. Be ready.

-Amelia

Its almost June

But its still early May.

I held back some tears from the shower. Which made my eyes and nose turn blush red.
Do you miss me too?
She sums up how my childhood was like. Warm, disciplined, happy.

At least that's what I thought she was. Happy.

Later on, I realised that she was one of the people who was mistreated. She reminded me of Ummi. She was a Mualaf. and wasn't being taught Islam well. But that doesn't stop her from being very gentle and nice to me and Along when we were still learning ABCs.

AlFatihah.