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The other day, I went to donate my blood. Due to people coming from this hospital. I know I shouldnt be upset at all. Bukan rezeki nak derma darah. I made a mistake of  complaining about how bad the services are. I should have just reported to the portal hospital thingy.  Nak complain kat orang bukan dapat apa2. I mean, after doing so, at least the hospital could tryyy and improve on things that lack. as in...experiences. we are not some lab rats that you could just test on.

I got a blue hand that could not function well for an hour plus during that hour, my right hand was very cold. You could really tell the difference of my sudden body temperature drop.

Lesson learn from this, hmm act! dont just say and complain and cry. ugh. Plus, be careful of where you want to donate your blood. the hospital that came to my institute had experienced nurses but in other fields but not in taking blood. hmm. I heard the MA told them,  "praktikal ni tak macam teori."

I could have lost an arm if they didnt stop the drawing of blood. they lupa to longgar the pressure thingy. mmg lah no bloodflow.  =__=

sekian terima kasih.

Daily Reminders ...

"Sunyinya takda earphone. Takdapat nak dengar lagu"

-Haih bayangkan ada orang kat luar sana pekak. Mereka takdapat dengar. Syukurlah kita ada telinga berfungsi dengan baik.

Tiba-tiba dapat berita dari kawan yang ada 2 orang pelajar UMK mati lemas. Innalillah. Both of them are my age. 

Berita Universiti (Official Pages)

Dua Penuntut UMK Mati Lemas Di Lata Renyok

Jeli, 15 Nov : Dua penuntut Universiti Malaysia Kelantan (UMK) Kampus Jeli telah meninggal dunia akibat mati lemas ketika berkelah di Lata Renyok, Jeli, Kelantan.

Kejadian menyedihkan itu diberitakan telah berlaku pada petang hari ini, Jumaat, 15 November 2013.

Dua mangsa berkenaan adalah Azem Sameer, 21 tahun yang berasal dari Klang, Selangor manakala seorang lagi mangsa dikenali sebagai Zulfikar.

Kedua-dua mangsa adalah penuntut Tahun Dua Jurusan Sains Pembangunan Produk UMK Jeli.

Menurut sumber, kedua-dua mangsa tidak dapat menyelamatkan diri setelah lemas ketika mandi-manda dan rakan-rakan lain turut tidak dapat membantu mangsa ekoran arus deras.

Jenazah kedua-dua mangsa bagaimanapun selamat ditemui dan dibawa ke Hospital Jeli untuk dibedah siasat.

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DariNYA kita datang kepadaNYA kita kembali. Al Fatihah.. Takziah buat kedua-dua keluarga mangsa.

Alhamdulillah, aku masih bernafas hari ni.

Keep Holding On

You're not alone
Together we stand
I'll be by your side, you know I'll take your hand
When it gets cold
And it feels like the end
There's no place to go
You know I won't give in
No I won't give in

Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

So far away
I wish you were here
Before it's too late, this could all disappear
Before the doors close
And it comes to an end
With you by my side I will fight and defend
I'll fight and defend
Yeah, yeah

Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

Hear me when I say, when I say I believe
Nothing's gonna change, nothing's gonna change destiny
Whatever's meant to be will work out perfectly
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

La da da da
La da da da
La da da da da da da da da

Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

Keep holding on
Keep holding on

There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

Avril Lavigne

Manja

I've once heard Ummi told me that, " kalau Allah uji kita, bukannya sebab Allah nak susahkan kita, tapi tanda Allah nak tunjuk sayang kat kita. Macam kalau budak-budak bercinta, yang boyfriend dia tu mesti suka sakat, kacau nakal dengan girlfriend tu. Saja nak bermanja. Macam tu jugak hubungan kita dengan Allah. Allah nak tunjuk yang Allah sayang kat kita ni. Nak bermanja jugak :) "

After hearing this from Ummi, I had a long thought and it find it funny because it is so true. I guess this is another way to look into things. Ya Allah, banyak sangat nikmat yang Engkau berikan. Aku bersyukur.

I can never finish counting my blessings of everything that has given to me. Do you know, every time we complain once about something, its better to count 10 blessings after that, that way, we'll stay grateful each day.

For example;

1. Ya Allah, terima kasih kerana berikan aku sepasang mata yang cantik. Aku mampu melihat keindahan ciptaan Mu, aku mampu melihat warna-warna yang aku suka, aku mampu melihat orang-orang yang aku sayang. 
2. Aku mempunyai hidung yang bantu aku untuk bernafas. Allah, you had given me my nose so I could breathe this oxygen, this free oxygen that without it, I may not able to live. For some people, mereka tak dapat bernafas dengan baik, mereka perlukan alat bantu pernafasan.
3. Ya Allah, kau berikan aku mulut untuk aku menzahirkan isi hati ku. I can communicate. Aku mempunyai bibir yang cantik, tidak sumbing. Aku boleh senyum kepada ramai orang, aku boleh makan makanan yang sihat, aku boleh membaca AlQuran :)
4. Ya Allah, I have these pair of ears, I can hear voices of the people I love. I can hear Ummi  and Abah's voices, Wafi's singing, my sister's laughs. Alhamdulillah. I can listen to music, I can listen to talks that motivate me, inspire me.
5. I have these pair of hands, complete with 10 fingers. I can do a lot of things with these hands. That if one of my fingers is gone, I may feel difficult to work. So, with this, I thank You Allah.
6. I have a pair of legs. I can commute from one place to another. Ya Allah, without these pair of legs, I may need the help of people, I may need to use a wheelchair. For that, I thank You Allah, for giving me such great legs that never go tired whenever I need to walk somewhere.
7. Ya Allah, I'm not that tall, I'm not that short. I can always say that there's always someone taller that me, and there's always someone shorter than me. I am petite. I love this height that is fit for this whole body. I can fit in a lot of clothes that I love. I can never ask for more. Alhamdulillah
8. I have a family that is just right for me. I get all my love and care from them. They are not perfect, they're not broken, its just needs a little stitching and healing. I know that time will heal every thing. But if you are not willing to work for that, it may not recover as quickly. Ya Allah, apa-apa pun, I am so blessed.
9. I have friends that are so caring and supportive of me. They encourage me to be better. I get inspired by their stories everyday. I learn from their stories that makes me better myself.
10. Ya Allah, thank you for giving me such great people into my life. Thank you for leading me and Wafi to find each other. Ya Allah, aku berharap hubungan kami berkekalan sehingga ke syurga. Ya Allah, terima kasih. I found someone who loves me for being me. This guy actually love my flaws and quirky aspects, just like how I love his. hehe Ya Allah, cepatkanlah jodoh kami. :P

I've once cried (banyak kali, actually) because I realise how fortunate I am. I have this body that works perfectly, Alhamdulillah. For some people, they may have a few obstacles to overcome, they may not be able to hear, see, or use their hands and legs in their daily lives. Just imagine if one day, Allah took one of these blessings away from you, the person may or may not accept this with ease.

This same goes for when we are sick. Kita akan merungut atau akan bersyukur? Most of us would not feel blessed. But do you know, every time we fell ill, Allah wants to test us whether would we lean on to Allah or do we trust those pills even more? Think about it, Allah gave us health, Allah gave us sickness. So, if we want to get well, there's nothing wrong if we make a doa to Allah. "Ya Allah, sembuhkanlah penyakit aku ini." Its as simple as that.

My point here is, when Allah gave us obstacles, Allah is actually trying to make us strive, to better ourselves. Syukur dengan segala dugaan. Mesti akan ada hikmah. Syukur dengan semua nikmat diberikan.

Contemplating,

Amelia