Babysitter

If things go nothing like you planned, maybe God has another better plan for you.

Pedas

Ummi asked if I'm making the right decision, choosing Vet as my career path.
I said Yes.
She wasn't being supportive. I don't know for sure, alright? Stop second-guessing my choice, please.
But what if I'm making the wrong decision, can I restart the game?

I don't know what I'm doing with my life. I'm scared of the future. I'm not a perfectionist but I hate it if my life is not according to what I planned. I don't have the full sketch to my plans but I have the rough idea to what I want it to be like. Basically, its like most of you would plan.

Study in some University
Graduate and get a decent job
Have a stable economy income
Buy a house
Get married
Have kids
Go to Mecca
Grow old with the people you love

But thinking that the future is not in my grasp is just terrifying, don'tcha think? Maybe I'm focusing to the wrong part of the plan now. Get your head in the game, Nora. You can do this ! Life wont fail if you don't give up.

Psychic

I remembered, I played a little game in my mind. Whenever I miss him, I'd look at my phone and count to three. and wished he text me. It worked before, when he did text me, I smiled. It was as if he was psychic, and knew I needed him. It made me so happy just thinking that someone is there for me. I didn't actually told him, "I just thought of you !" That will make me sound like a stalker much. haha

DON'T EVER SAY THAT I HAVE TO FIND OTHER GUYS. I WANT YOU, YOU PROMISED ME. I DON'T CARE IF YOU SAY YOU'RE NOT SUCCESSFUL IN THE FUTURE, WE'LL GO THROUGH IT TOGETHER. I LOVE YOU.
NEVER LEAVE ME :'(

7 atau 8 tahun lagi yea ?

Wafi, if you're reading this, go get a few 50 sen, go to a phone booth and call me lah ! pleeeeeease.
dah kalau tak dpt contact me dgn cara lain. haha

I don't care if you think your result is like shit. Its still great to me, your addmaths is like freaking great.
I love you no matter what.
bersyukur je that you didn't fail any subject.
I'm still proud of you.

Humpty Dumpty sat on the wall

Result was ok. I called Ashley to tell me my result. haha even though K-On called me first, I think I'd better hear it from Ashy. But one thing that I wanted that day was, to hear from Wafi. Even if it was a brief call. Don't make me feel like a loser, waiting and waiting for things that seem uncertain now. Aku bertepuk sebelah tangan ke ?

I guess my parents was proud of me, kot. Ummi brought home a chocolate cake. I was joking when I say, "We're celebrating Ashley's birthday here? But she's in Kuching." Lissa *excited* "Yay, we could call Ashley and wish her Happy Birthday" Then when we open to box to take a look at the cake, it said "Congrats Angah !! =)"

Haha Lissa was sad,"Kenapa ada nama angah pulak?" She's funny that way.

I blow the candles on the cake (IDK what the candles are for, its not my birthday, but it was fun blowing it HAHA). Then we lit the candles again cause Lissa wanted to blow it too.

Ummi asked what my friends got, I told her some of their results. Then she say, her friend, Cikgu Fatimah's son, which was Saddiq, got straight A's. Oh, Ummi. Comparing is so uncool.

To my surprise, Ummi then ask about Wafi's result. :O I said, IDK for sure, I asked Ashley to check his result when we were on the phone. Ummi asked, "Why? Dia tak bagitahu angah sendiri ke ?"

I hesitated to answer. "No. He hadn't contact me for a while now." I went quiet after that.

Hyperventilating

SPM RESULT
DENTIST
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ASHLEY.
23 MARCH 2011

All happen at once.

I c a n ' t b r e a t h e .

Catwalking in the alley

I tried walking in heels lately. And sometimes I did cartwheels. Or half a cartwheel; I have problems making my legs up straight. I'll practice. HAHA I know, I'm that bored at home. -__-

Anywayy, my phone is crazy, kena masok Tanjong Rambutan for a head check. haha, I'm phoneless.

Went to Water World A' Famosa in Melaka for the weekend, to end the cuti sekolah. Splashed around there, RODE EVERY HUGE WATER SLIDE. IT WAS CRAZY AWESOME. Family Raft, bodyslide, tube ride && high speed water slide. and and I think I hurt myself when I rode the 'highspeed' water slide, which was super high (I get tired just getting on the stairs HAHA). My ribs feel like its been crushed or something. Should I worry?

Oh well.

Sorry, abang

I remembered when there's this kakak at the driving school. She asked if I have my own 'abang'. I told her all my siblings are girls, then she said "bkn abang tu, abang pakwe lah." . I just smiled whenever I thought of him. I don't wanna let you go 'cause you have my soul.

I'm being insensitive and a total jerk to him. I cried a little bit because I'm shaking, scared that I ruined what we had. I love him so and writing down here what I felt is not enough. I am deeply sorry, abang.

Nama ?

Aleesya
Elisya
Arif
Nadia

I'm just racking my brains for names. For what? I don't even know. Or do I? HAHA

When in doubt

Think of all the wonderful things you did together.
Just remember,
he went to meet your family because he loves you.
he basically waited for you.
he has that smile that could light up the dark world you live in and do whatever it takes to make him keep smiling. I am afraid of the dark.
when life gets tough, he steps in and say, "Its okay. Everything's alright, I'm right here." and it is.
he is human. trying to figure out things, when he does, back him up.

I'm in the mood for cupcakes. Will you get one for me ? :3

HAH! loser

For someone who owns a blog, I sure talk about someone else a lot in them.

I guess I got no life to talk about.

Years more of...waiting

Here are some pics I took at Pustaka ;)

He pass his jpj test. I'm proud. He should take me out sometime. Ouuh I miss him so. I mean, we're together for like 7 months now but never gone out with each other. I'm not complaining. His family doesn't know about me, except for his brother and mom. Well, wait, I don't know about his sister, she knows my number and its scary to get a text asking to stay away from Wafi a little before we're having our Percubaan. His kakak scares me lah.

Why oh why is his phone messed up again? I miss the conversations, the part where nothing else matter except for us. Now, he's just busy. I miss the honeymoon phase. Jom pegi honemoon? :P I heard he jogs daily now. I miss jogging at Pustaka. Why didn't he jog there when I was still there?

Anywayy, when will SPM result some out?! I'm freaking out here. and I can't wait to go to school (shocking, I know) , to get the result and see him. I wonder what has all the jogging and bola tampar done to him :)))) heeeeeeee

Pretending I'm a Rockstar

Suhana and Baina are going to LA. When am I gonna travel to...anywhere? I'm accumulating fat just sitting in this couch. HAHA

If Suhana and Baina read this, please have a good time and think of me once in a while. Get me something pretty :D


Here's the thing, I think we're the only couple who hadn't going on IM or YM or whatever. I'm sorry but I type VERY slow and and idk, I guess I feel insecure about it. I think I am LAZY to move my fingers and just dance them around the keyboard in fast mode. Oh! Its so awkward when the conversation goes boring. Thats the reason why I just not into chatting. Sorry, dear.