Perlu ke mengamuk? 2

So, at the end, aku keluar jugak sebab kebetulan ada kwn aku ni nak keluar jugak. Aku puas main bowling hari tu. Hopefully its enough to get selected for Shahbandar? :3


Anywayy, we ate KFC afterwards. I ordered the colonel burger set which was oh so small. Gosh.
Tiba-tiba teringat kat Wafi. Sebab? Ada satu pagi Sabtu ni, 5 Emerald ada kelas Addmath. He came early, I guess, breakfast kat KFC. Then, before I left the school grounds, somebody gave me a burger.
Pastu bila tgh makan depan TV kat rumah, Ummi kata : "Mana dpt KFC tu? Kita tak singgah pun mana-mana tadi."
Haha, this is what I told her : "Teacher baik hari ni, dia bagi burger." Well, ummi tak tanya dah lepas tu. haha logik ke cikgu baik sgt sampai nak belanja KFC?

And that was when my mum haven't known about him. And I guess, I'm kinda glad that I told her about Wafi. Maybe she knows that I'm serious about him. So after that, she didn't bothered to ask anything suspicious. Because she knows. and oh, muka bangga gila bila bagi tahu Ummi, Wafi bagi tudung pink on my birthday last year and she just smiled. :)

Perlu ke mengamuk?

Ada makhluk Allah ni suruh aku teman dia pergi Giant. Tapi aku dah tahu tujuan dia. Lepas sampai, dia pergi dgn teman dia, tinggal aku. Aku pun jadi malas nak keluar hari ni. Aku cakap la memang aku tak pernah confirm nak keluar pun. Ikut keadaan. Aku nak keluar pun sbb ada makhluk sorang lagi ajak main bowling.


Yang makhluk sorang lagi ni, semalam dia bad mood, macam tak jadi pergi je? Aku tak kesah pun. Serius, you weren't harsh lah. Everyone had a bad weekend. Mine wasn't that great too. No hal lah. Aku nak keluar pun kalau kwn2 yg lain nak keluar. Tak kan lah aku nak duk main bowling dgn dia sorang? Gila. Aku pun tak nak. Ummi marah. Wafi pun mesti  marah. Tgk muka ni, nampak boleh jaga diri baik2 ke? Haih -.-


So perlu ke makhluk yang pertama tadi, menghempas hempas barang , tutup loker sampai nak hancur ? Lepas tu menangis duk atas katil. Tunggu sampai aku kata aku nak outing jugak?

And bukan ke hari tu kau dah jumpa teman kau tu? At least dpt jumpa. Aku dah tak jumpa Wafi lebih setahun, dia tak call aku tiap2 malam pun. Tak macam kau dgn dia. Mlm2 ada je org call, dpt je nak keluar dgn dia kalau kau balik rumah. Aku? Takda pun.

Sabar je~

Ayam Masak Merah

"1st syarat mak and kakak mek is : isteri mek mesti pande masak."

Syarat lain? Ada lagi tak? :3

Wow, hidup kita berbeza kan? Your family is like, always eating at home, together. Home-cooked meal. Never go out to eat.

Mine? Well, in a week, tak semestinya ada sekali pun Ummi sempat masak. and I'm afraid to go and experiment in the kitchen. I live off from eating outside food. I'm used to that. I know, its never healthy that way. I'm not healthy. I'm sorry I'm not perfect.


And you remembered the promise I made to myself, that I'll marry the guy that will make me try cooking, not by force, but willingness of my heart. I think that guy is you. :) Just that I'm not sure if its yummy to eat?

Macam mana lah ni?

Me? or pilihan kakaknya?

Well
Macam teacher Azian kata : A problem is not a barrier if you make it as a trigger. A driving force for you to do more and more, better and better each day. Its all on how you see it. Its a challenge, so grab it!
I can do this, I can do this, I can do this. Oh God, help me?

Little

I can't believe I cried because of the little things? 

Hempas hp? Pastu senyum?
Gila apa.

Without me

Now this looks like a job for me
so everybody just follow me
cause we need a little controversy
cause it feels so empty without me

Rest

Mlm Ahad I slept at 11pm woke up at about 3am and stayed up until morning. which I don't mind doing every day because I needed to complete my assignments anyway. and its quiet and better to do it in the morning. 


Then I have that English drama and when we performed, I forgot my friend's line and made the drama short-- I feel bad. She was looking forward for that line. Penat je dia hafal :( and it was all my fault. 


I dragged myself all day, then I slept that evening after Maghrib for about 15 mins. It was a good rest. and I still haven't have the chance to lie on my bed. Please, don't tempt me. I don't need sleep, I know I don't. I can't pamper myself. Kau tak layak, tau tak? 

I'll sleep when I die.

Happy

If you google image for "Happy", you'll find bunch of smileys, cartoons and happy birthday pictures. Humans? There aren't any. Because who could really capture happiness? Even actors couldn't do that. 

I guess what I'm saying is, not a lot of people are happy. and they are simply hard to capture.

Jgn lupa

Maybe I was over reacting on the "can't do it on time" thing. Its nothing compared to the real future, the real world.


Macam Wafi kata:
"mun ktk xpat lepas apa yg ktk ada time tok, camne ktk akan lepas pada masa hadapan? adakah ktk akan lari jak?"
*apabila Wafi bersuara*


The future will be tougher and my mindset must be ready for it. I know I wont be alone in this. Eveyone is there to support me. I have all the wonderful people I need. I am content. Thank you Allah :) Thank you Wafi.

***

Strive, Struggle but don't Stress out - My new motto

and that's what I wrote for my motto in the profile. Whee, my part is half done for the magazine. Now, we wait for the pengumpulan data, wartawan and photographer do their thing before we do the editing TOGETHER.


Yes, we have the whole team with us. YEAY.


*tepuk dada* All iz well. All iz well.

TRIGGER // BARRIER

Don't take those problems as a barrier, but as a trigger to your success. 


This week is packed, full, occupied.


Hari Kerjaya then Choir and then Submission for Ridaksi cover ++ presentation for every subject. Gosh. 
But thank God we are done with the Jualan Hari Kerjaya and Choir. umm yang lain? We'll see, okay?


Even I've posted my status as "Don't give up." But my mind keep telling me to give up. To end this, end my life. Stupid stupid thing to think about. But to tell you the truth I can't think of any other way but that one for a moment.

Pray for me

When I need you the most

I can't say I'm sad or angry. Just that, it never occurred to me that I could feel angry at someone but I just couldn't express it to that person. I'd cry, I'm so weak. Pathetic. Toughen up, Amelia! Stand up! Straighten up that back bone.

And the worse part of all, I can't tell anyone about it. 

Never enough

Names

He was being so adorable. 

Tiba-tiba gave me a link, 

then we began telling each other which one do we love.

He made me smile, he made me laugh.

I love you. I haven't told you enough. 

late-to-be-early,

amelia

F-bomb

I said goodbye to facebook and tried to sleep but that didn't happen. I'm to messed up to do my assignment. So lets update this blog?

Here's just to share my first time to say f*ck out loud in public. I know you'd say its so inappropriate for young girls to say curse words. I remember walking to my classroom from somewhere but when I was about to enter the class, Madey startled me, I guess. and out goes the f-bomb. Idk why I was pissed that day, but yeah I was.

To tell you the truth I say it in my mind a lot, just to add emphasise on my sentence. Which isn't a good habit. so everyone, wash those potty mouth. Seriously, you can't have little sisters hear that. They'll tell mom and you'll lose their faith forever. Well, maybe not forever lah.

The only bad word that is allowed is 'stupid' in my household. Which is still not very nice, I guess?

Materialistic

I'm sorry.
Its not really my fault that I need a lot of stuff. I don't know why there's just no more content in my life. Dear God, help me go through life without wanting anything. Maybe I should hypnotize myself ?

Just this once, may I have the FUJI INSTAX MINI 7S? with its MACRO LENS and its LEATHER BAG? PLEAAAASE? and I want to use my own money, just let me pleaseee?

the incontent

MUET OH MUET - examination

Tomorrow would be the day me and the rest of Kolej MARA Kulim take MUET EXAM (for listening, reading and writing - OH GOSH).

I'm having another panic attack. 

Really. Help, pray for me. 

the insanely panic amelia

Life's Brief Candle

To-morrow, and to-morrow, and to-morrow,

Creeps in this petty pace from day to day

To the last syllabus of recorded time,

And all our yesterdays have lighted fools

The way to dusty death. Out, out, brief candle!

Life's but a walking shadow, a poor player,

That struts and frets his hour upon the stage,

And then is heard no more; it is a tale

Told by an idiot, full of sound and fury,

Signifying nothing

William Shakespeare

I first heard this poem when I was in my PMR studies and I guess I kinda fell in love with this poem. Somehow I am connected to the persona in the poem. I thought it is written beautifully. 

You could feel the persona's regrets while reciting it.

There's also the sense of giving up.

That life's meaningless and full of emptiness. 

Life is short but the persona feels like he's dragging all the way through the day. 

My Current Obsession : Polaroid Camera

OH MY GOD.

I JUST HAVE TO HAVE THOSE! PLEASE!

SEBAB AKU TAK LAYAK

Just because. 

Its really stupid, really. Why do I even care? 

Its insignificant, pointless, nil, nothing.

Larger scope

So far life is good. I'm in a course which is in the right track for my career path. I'm developing a love interest in sewing/crafting (and making money out of it HEHE). and I didn't fail any subject for my first semester.
Even though I still couldn't manage my time well to submit my assignments in time, well.....macam matluthfi kata:

Don't focus on to the little things that made us feel unhappy in life. Broaden your view. Look at the big picture. Maybe its not that sad after all. And oh, stop panicking and do those assignments! :D

-peace out

Before the red rose goes black

Go rock climbing *

Go to that kawasan main layang-layang :)

Go play bumper cars

Roller-coaster rides

I wont live that long I guess and just to make sure that I would try these things before that time comes.

Left Out

I don't know anything about you any more.

"Gago"

Um, okay. 

insecure - isolated - alone in a crowded room

Alhadulillah - Semester 1 result

Okay, Idk if I'm freaked, happy or maybe perplexed with my result. I manage to get 3.62 for my pointer which is the highest for my lecture hall/class. I didn't get 4 flat but yeah, its still something. Ummi said congrats and Abah was like, "apa ni, jgn lah 3.6 je, buat lebih sikit." and I was like, okay, nanti angah buat lebih baik lagi. Well I didn't tell that I was the highest, that would mean that our whole course was bad. :( 

I CAN DO MOOOORE !

Dear world, 

see me shine. *

My Current Obsession : Sewing?

SEWING -IKR? Who could have thought? Anyway, I am still learning and not that great at it. Therefore, I shall post pics when I'm ready. But, ps; I am on a project now. hehe secretomundo
For those who have any video tips , just share it with me. Thanks :)

Long-distance Relationship

Dear world,
I have a wonderful boyfriend who effortlessly love and care for me even though we are away from each other most of the time. He is adorable, sweet and knows how to take care of me. He'll make me laugh when I cry on the phone. He'll lullaby me to sleep with his great voice. He would pretend that he has a sore throat but he'll give in and sing for me anyway. He is somehow prone to accidents with his motorcycle, which worries me since I am a thousand miles away. Nanti bawa motor ya elok2 okay? Iboh laju gilak,I'd say. He'll say, 'NO', just because he likes to make me worry some more but he is more careful now, I'm sure. He was shy (we were both shy hihi) when I first talk to him. A birthday, a bar of dark chocolate and a text message connected us. We have been together for over a year now. There will always be a bump in the road, but that's what makes the bus rides fun, am I right? We can make this long-distance relationship work. I know we can, kan abang?


I love you, Abdul Wafi Bin Hj Othman. My teddy <3

Sincerely,

the girl who is obsessed with Wafi 

:)

Difference?

Arranged marriage is different from forced marriage, what makes it different? Both are arranged by our elders and if the daughter/son is against the marriage, does that make it a forced marriage too?


-I have to write an essay on Arranged Marriages. Don't get me wrong, I'm not being forced to marry anyone. HAHA

Awesome, I'm not.

Some people are just too lucky to get all the leisure in life.


I don't get lucky or get do a lot of awesome things and I feel ungrateful everytime I say that.


I know better that at least I did do something awesome in the past that I know I surely will remember it. I mean, I could remember it well. But those who already done tons of great things couldn't remember the meticulous details in their memory. They might even jump into another memory and get them mixed up. In a way, I am lucky. I don't have to worry about not being able to plant my feet firmly on the ground.

wrote this because I felt like saying it.
http://thetribalcommunity.tumblr.com/

Biodiversity

Jom buat bio notes. haha Procrastinating again -.-

Capuchin monkeys

After a few months leaving my diary back home, I've brought my Gold hard cover diary to college. To tell you the truth, its unsettling to think that someone might read it. But anyway its more unsettling to say that I couldn't express my feelings and pour all my hatred or be frank with myself. I mean, who is really that frank about their feelings?

*hides diary in super secret hiding place in my dorm* haha. kat mana yang selamat?

well, result hasn't come out yet. The teachers know but we all don't know nothing 'cause we can't know until the UMK people release it. boo hoo. This is very stressful.

Assignments so far is ...BIOLOGY. which is to find bioindustry/ bio business. I have monkey-related project on my mind. What is up with me and monkeys? I have no idea. They're just sooo cute.

Look at this Capuchin monkey - image from Wiki

Comel . tgk mata dia tu. hahaha

Shake me, shake me, shock

Wafi met an accident. Monday, 6.30a.m. . 


Dulu accident jugak. Apa nak jadi dengan dunia. This had me thinking : what if he really really is gone? what if he wont be able to wake up after the fall? 

Death is EVERYWHERE. Every hour. What If I'm next ?


I'm grateful that he can still get up and walk. I hope he'll feel better.
I love you, abang :) Jangan pergi tau.

PPKS UMK blog

http://ppksumk.blogspot.com/  -->CLICK


wheeee :) read all about us here ! Jom, jom, jom ! HAHA.

I’m-printed

I’m-printed


Another one from the Star online. This article caught my eye. It tells us that what 'we are what we read'. I mean, its sooooo true. Most books that we read had influence one way or another. It could even make us think in a different way.


For example, its a way to open our mind in a different point of view. Maybe that we never even know anything about the wars, and maybe about how does someone feels when they are being push away. Just because we never experience it. It could be that we didn't know about it, then we couldn't act in anything.
The book gave us guide on how we could handle a situation. We make better choices than before.


See how it opens your mind when you read ?


I am what I am today maybe because of the books I've read. They leave a mark in your life. I don't have any specific book to make me the way I am now. I gain courage by most of Meg Cabot's books. The first book I read written by her is The Mediator Series. Then on comes Airhead trilogy, How to be Popular just to name a few. Can't wait for the Abandon trilogy.


Meg Cabot is my favourite author, btw, for those who don't know. Its like I can relate to  her. because most of her stories are about being timid at first then the main character gain courage and become some one totally brave and could overcome her fears. I want to be brave. I want to be someone who'll remember me by being able to do something courageous. 

Awesomely me, HAHA

ameliakitty;

A life filled with high art

A life filled with high art


Read this on the Star online. I'm impressed by the dedication he put on saving the cultures from extincting. It would have been a shame that someday everything will just poof away. Those soldiers fight for their life to safe the country and we, the young generations of Malaysia may not even know anything about the history of how our country became. Even though I'm not a big fan on that subject, but its nice to know some of it, kan ?

Undo, please?

Okay, I feel stupid. Wait, no. I don't feel stupid, maybe I am stupid? Oh God, NO.


Where's that UNDO button?

Undo, undo undo. 


Why doesn't life have an 'UNDO' button where when we do mistakes, we could just click it and re do it differently. I mean, that one little mistake, when you carry that detail to the future could make everything just tumbles down.

I want to be better

ameliakitty;

UMK

Nak tasrif feel mudhari ni punya lah susah. lebih2 lagi bila belajar last minute. Nasib je Along ada bagi lagu untuk hafal ni. But still, susah. I played it over and over again on my phone. Until the rhythm is there and I'm able to catch on. Guess I'll be sleeping with the headphones on. haha


Anyways, Along went to UMK already. Rgistered there yesterday morning. She was like, "kecil gila locker" and "my dorm is on the third floor. Penat kot. " I pity her. She's like, all alone there, in Kelantan. but I'll be going there anyway next year. Sabar ye Along. I'll be there for you :D

Semester 1 Final Examination - Procrastination is Pure Evil

Hai.

Hello.

Ola.

I'm procrastinating.

Wait. NO.

I'm just refusing to study. 

But I should start studying now. In two days I will have my Final Exam for Semester 1. 

Which is a big deal. A big deal.

I think after typing that last sentence down, had me realize how really important it is. 

Dah lah I have no asas for Arab. I could DIE.

Therefore, I should start studying now.

Now. I mean, NOW!

Haha whatevs. -ameliakitty

Aku Hipokrit

I'm such a hypocrite. I hate me. I want me to die.

Die, me. Die.

SUFFER.

Saya kurang sihat.

Satu Hari Nanti

Here's a list of what I want to do in my future (not in order);

• Buka kedai bunga ummi yg ummi idam2kan
• Buka boutique consists of kami 4 adik beradik Noraaaa hehe^^
• Buka primavet? Me and Along's :)
• An animal shelter
• A library of my own. and maybe really open it someday for the world. Haha maybe someday when I'm gone, someone would really open a library named after me?

and that's it for now..

ParaNora

OKAY. Stumbled upon something - ParaNora

Its nothing, I guess. I just like the fact that it has Nora in it.

Stop

I'm more comfortable doing my work when everyone is sound asleep. Masalah skrg, semua pun belum tido lagi kul 4 pagi. I freaking hate it when I do my work, somebody came on my back and just look at it. Tahu lah aku ada byk kerja tangguh, jgnlah tengok aku macam hina sgt. AND, IF YOU EVER COME TO ME THEN I STOPPED DOING MY WORK, IT MAY BE HARD FOR ME TO START AGAIN. So, please, I'm begging you on my knees, don't make me stop from doing my work. - Don't talk to me.

Me encanta la comida. HEHE

I believe that if you do good things to others, other people will be good to you. Well, even if you don't think that kindness will return to you, you should always be kind to others.

Anyway,
we had that dinner // buka puasa thing with UMK lecturers. It was fun cause we get to eat more than we needed to. HAHA then we took all those leftovers to our hostel. Makanan untuk sahur pulak. Seriously, I'm still full.

Then a little after 10.30pm, Wafi texted me. :)

Hi there.

I am NOT lazy

Okay, I haven't finish my English essay. ICT is the cause of today's many social ills. Hmm, what social ills? Gosh, my mind is so blank right now. Dear God, help me please. It's okay, I have time until this Thursday.

Wait a sec...

Thursday, Friday, then...SATURDAY .
UJIAN 2

I have have have to really study.

Thank God I have great friends here. Thank youu Nurul sebab suruh Nora siapkan kerja yang banyak tertangguh. If you ever see me procrastinate again, please don't hesitate to tell me to do my assignments! HAHA

SUFFOCATING

I'm trying to remind myself that BLOG is NOT a place to criticize others and to judge others.

BREATHE IN. BREATHE OUT.

Okay, take a second to know what's going on around you. Try and do all that you can so there's no procrastinating occur. I'll be fine. I know I will.

Dear God, give me strength.

Where's my Hero?

Hero - Enrique Iglesias

You sang me that song on my birthday. It meant so much to me. You're always there to save me from my misery. I can't even do my assignments at all here. You've always motivate me to do more. I don't think I did any work after you stopped calling or texting me. I kept on telling myself that you're just so busy, and I'm just so insignificant to be bothered. Can we talk, abang? :'(

I miss you. I miss us. I miss everything.

"I'm supergirl
And I'm here
To save the world
And I wanna know
Who's gonna save me?"


Abang

Yuna - Random Awesome lyrics

It all began
at the show one weekend
I was a friend of your cousin said
"hey how you've been"
And with your checkered shirt on
And my Reebok shoes on
Let's watch something random
turned into something awesome

And I smile I love no,
I laugh happier somehow
No I don't know what is up with me
I laugh too much recently
No, They don't know much about us
When we're exchanging glances
They'll figure out one day,
what happened on your 24th birthday

It all began with a simple

confession
You had an urge to kiss me and
I was on the verge to miss you
and it happen,
no
we don't understand
no
I won't even budge
before we didn't hang out much
So save me in your playlist
so,
You wont forget this
When things don't quite go your way
You'll still have me on replay

With your checkered shirt on
And my Reebok shoes on
Let's watch something random
turned into something awesome

And I smile I love no,
I laugh happier somehow
No I don't know what is up with me
I laugh too much recently
No, They don't know much about us
When we're exchanging glances
They'll figure out one day,
what happened on your 24th birthday

Stutter

Here's the thing.
I am just so NOT focused right now. Maybe I am just so easily distracted with..everything.
I mean, what do you do when you have your own lappy with free wifi? Gosh. FACEBOOK, TWITTER, EVERYTHING, basically.

This week has been rough. and its not even Thursday yet. I'd hate to see what's up in store for me next. Dear God, give mercy.

I can't cope well with such situations where you have to face it alone. I'm an auto-phobic, actually. but silly thing about me is that I need to be alone. Can you understand me? I mean, I need to be in a presence where there is a lot of people but I need to be alone sometimes. Its the time for me to think. The time for me to understand myself. You have to understand yourself before you could understand others, am I right?

I'm sorry abang. I hate it when we fight. I hate it when you left me hanging by the thread and leave me thinking with questions. Questions which was just left being unanswered. Talk to me abang? Please. I need you now. I need you every minute of the day.

Phonecalls from beyond ? :D

Random thoughts : Most pretty girls would usually end up with funny guys. Perasan tak ?

Anyways, I'm here not to complain and not to procrastinate ( I think.. ). I'm here just to update on the assignments I have to do in less than 3 days since I'll be going back to Kulim, Kedah on Saturday morning. Oh God. The horror.

Thank God Kak Ipah was there to list out the assignments I have to do, or else I don't think I'd remember anything about those Biology assignments and Management mind maps.

Okay, Amelia. Azam baru !

• DO NOT PROCRASTINATE
• STAY FOCUS IN CLASS
• LIMIT YOUR PHONE CALLS
• PRIORITIZE YOUR GOALS
  
• TRY TO KEEP UP WITH ASSIGNMENTS - JANGAN TAK HANTAR ASSIGNMENTS

Wish me luck, dearie !

SEEP Pertama ku :D

nak nak upload video kat sini tapi entahla, tak dpt pulak :c melebihi 100MB

Jangan Contohi Nora.
Kalau nak pergi interview orang;
1 . Make sure dah ada semua soalan untuk dapatkan maklumat.
2 . Kalau korang ni jenis yang gagap (macam Nora) , seelok eloknya, pergilah practice mcm mana nak tanya soalan tu, jangan nampakkan anda nervous!
3 . Jangan kacau kalau orang tu busy, kalau boleh tolong dia, tolong dulu, lepas tuu baru lah sambung interview.
4. Bawa tape recorder // handphone untuk rakam perbualan anda, jadi kalau tak sempat tulis semua maklumat, dapatlah refer balik dlm recorder tu.
5. Rakam video atau tangkap lah gambar sebagai bukti atau bahan rujukan nanti.

Jelly donut

Trip home
KULIM - IPOH - KUALA LUMPUR - BANDAR SRI DAMANSARA

I'm smiling again , mostly because I'm home :) and maybe that I'm just being happy. or maybe I'm just lying to myself again? Saying that I'm happy wont make me feel happy. LIES.

Wafi didn't call and when I did call him, he didn't pick up the phone. Busy kot? entah. Aku sedih.

anyways, in Ipoh, me Mahir and Sue went to a little trip to Gunung Lang. Gosh the scenery there is breath taking.











bila dah sampai Kuala Lumpur, shopping2 kat Sogo and along Jalan Tunku Abdul Rahman.

whee :) Nora belum siap lab reports aaaand SEEP. help me?

7 Things

Here are things that you need to know about me.

1. I am not a person who can talk spontaneously. I'll stutter. Seriously.
2. I don't know how to make conversations. I just can't find any topics to talk.
3. I have a background that may or may not be the same as yours. I don't talk to anyone about my problems anymore. My past is my past, and my future is my choice.
4. I don't know why but I am always the shadow; meaning, I am always next to the person who is 'outstanding', 'marvelous', 'awesomely great' ..etc. I never get the spotlight?
5. If you ever say bad things about me, or directly to me, I can't give out good comebacks. or even scare the freakin' hell out of you. (Mostly because..refer to number 1 in this list) and maybe I don't have a 'mean' DNA in my body to begin with. HAHA
6. I'll fall in love easily. If you are my bf, please don't leave me for too long? I am such a weak being.
7. I am always quiet. If you don't know me well, then I think you'd say that I'm snobbish and sombong. I am not sombong, btw. I'm nice :) LOL


regarding to number 5, I always have Ashley Grace Anthony to back me up. But she's not living near to me anymore :'( waaaa

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TEDDY

Semalam birthday diaaa. Kenapa laaaaah kat Kuching tak cuti Isra' Mikraj? takut nak call sbb dia sekolah. so anyways, Happy Birthday tauu walaupun tak sempat nak call lama lama. :( dah lah takde hadiah. Forgive me :'(

29th June 2011 0800 - 1200
Majlis Anugerah Kecemerlangan Akademik ATM Ke-14

with my dear Abah :) Thank God this came out okay, my other photos are disasters.

rindu uniform sekolah ? <3 that kain batik kolej~

here's the deal, the event kata pkai baju sekolah, then me and the person next to me, Wafin, je yg pkai uniform sekolah. Could you tell I was so embarrassed? God. buat muka selamba je lah.

People Commit Crime For Selfish Reasons

Datuk Sosilawati Lawiya, a cosmetics millionaire was 47 years old when she was murdered along with three other men who was her employees. They were killed in October 2010. She and the other three were burned and their ashes was scattered into sea or along the beach. What were the murderer’s motives to kill her? Why was she punished in such a cruel way? Those are the first questions that pop into my mind and perhaps on some other Malaysian’s local newspaper readers. Have the killer thought of Datuk Sosilawati’s family when they acted a cruel deed to her?

Firstly, most crimes committed are acted upon selfish reasons. The meaning of selfish used here is being self-centred and doing some activity for one-self’s own benefits. People nowadays are being as inconsiderate as they would rob others without thinking the effects on other people. Living in a rat race society could mold you into becoming a competitive person. When a person saw other people’s lives are full of luxurious possessions, some would strive to meet their goals. Meanwhile, others would either rob a bank or swindle the company’s money. They did not think of other people’s feelings when they did those misdeeds. I mean, if you are the type of person who is so competitive and will have nothing stand in your way between you and your goal, and then maybe you could relate to this. When you have set your mind into getting that goal, you may forget to ask your conscience whether whatever you’re doing is right or wrong. Thus, please stop doing things that you think it’s not right.

Next, man mostly who wanted to fulfill his sexual pleasures, he would rape an innocent girl where by the man wouldn’t care less about the girl’s feelings and emotion after being a victim to his crime. Other than raping random girls who unfortunately encountered the sex maniac by just walking along the streets, some men are smart enough to use the latest technologies to commit such hatred act. These clever men would go into chat rooms in the internet and search for those lonely girls who just needed a company. Girls ranges the age from 12 to 17 would be common victims. Firstly, these sex maniacs would be the girls’ best friend and listen to how their day goes and help them to continue on with their adolescence lives. As the guy slowly gains the girl’s trust, he would try to meet with her which leads to that unfortunate rape. Therefore, teenagers should be taught not to give out information and not to easily trust anyone on the internet.

Besides, a person would steal other’s possessions because they needed to sustain their living. They probably did not intend to steal at the first place. But they were forced as they could not obtain money to buy necessities in life. Without having any educational background, they fail to get jobs as most job requirements are based on their level of education. Thus, making them slump in the high cost standard in the city. This will lead to no choice but to steal and rob or con people. Though they were forced into living this way, it is not an excuse to continue stealing from innocent people who actually worked hard to bring home the bacon. When a person is basically pushed into living a hard life, they could not care less about how others feel but they focus more on how painful their life is. Well, you should remember that the world does not revolve around you.

In a nutshell, people commit crime based on their own different reasons but committing a crime is considered as a selfish act because they are being inconsiderate. Whether the reason is because you wanted an easy life out or maybe caused by wanting to fulfil sexual pleasures and perhaps to sustain a living, it is still considered as a selfish act.