Hajat

I never told anyone about this.

I don't remember when, but it was a long time ago. I have a yearn, deep in my heart. I said to myself,
 " I want to wear the purdah (face veil) one day " .

One day, when I'm ready. But even before wearing that, I must prepare myself. Just like wearing the hijab, I feel that if I want to wear it now, I will not take it off in public or in front of non relatives. I have to cover my aurat properly. I have to avoid doing the wrong things that Allah has forbid. I don't want to cheat when others don't see me (not any more)...because Allah always see me. I hate hypocrites but I am one. Sometimes when I did something wrong, I forget that Allah is watching my every move. It scares me when I realised that I don't think of Allah 24/7 in my life. But now, each time I have an attempt to do wrong, I hope I have time to stop myself. I want to be a better muslimah.

Pray that I will get hidayah from Allah to tell me, its time. I want to do it now, but I want to take things slow. Perbetulkan apa yang salah dulu. Then, insya'Allah, I'd be able to wear the purdah by the time I get married. ;)

Situation

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Amelia

A day @ CH

Played in the park with Alif

Went to butterfly farm

Hand picked strawberries at the Strawberry Park

and went to Abah's reunion dinner

which sums up what I've been doing here.
gonna watch Zettai Kareshi now.

Amelia

Strawberries

Im in the car,
in the car,
in the car.

Guess where am I going?
Go ahead.
Guess, guess, guess again.

Im going to Cameron Highlands.
Im not that excited actually.
Just too bored and I am updating this blog in the car.

Whee for strawberries? Mmm, feel like having Tutti Frutti yoghurt with strawberries and choc syrup. Hee.

Morning at McD

Heeeyy, updating from McD. I've been here since 7 am. an now its 8.10am. Whoa? What am I doing here, alone?

Well, I wanted to go to the post office and I guess I'll be too lazy to walk there. So, I asked my mum to send me here but she has to go to work early. But the post office would not be open until 8 am. So, there, that explains why I'm typing alone with my notebook for over an hour and other people are enjoying breakfast with their family.  

Hey, this Chinese boy is cute, with his baby bottle. heee.

I guess, I'm off to the post office now to send that borang permohonan and Nurul's stuff. Oh wait, I didn't bring the pressie that I was gonna post to Ashyy. :O Nvr mind, I think I'll bring it to her when I'm going to Kuching then :)

More later,

Amelia

Better

*I kept my diary inside my box that I sealed when I wanted to clear my room at college. Note that it is sealed inside a box and I am lazy to open it. So, basically idk where to pour my heart out except..here

Dear substitute Gold Diary in the box,
Lately I can feel that there is so much that I could not do and lack in so many different ways.


Apa yang kau tahu pasal agama? Apa yang kau tahu, boleh dibawa bekal ke akhirat ke?


I feel like as if it was a big slap on the face and you cry and swore you would be a better person tomorrow. 
Could I be that better person? 

Yes, 

Amelia

The right way

Stumbled into something..
from Shu's blog

It made me smile :)

Sundays at Tiffany's

Its 11.46am and I am in still my pyjamas and cried watching Sundays at Tiffany's. I know I know, cliché, typical love story between friends but here's the twist, the guy is her imaginary friend! :D 
anywayy, 


I WANT TO WATCH SCOTT PILGRIM VS. THE WORLD 
BECAUSE MICHAEL CERA IS IN IT.


hehehehe comel kot.

Amelia

Ouch

Sometimes we can't change anything
Then we feel useless and unworthy

k.bai

Amelia

Hey Ladies !

If you are a female, (don't mind at any age) and you often walk alone,
please please be aware that guys are not that nice.
Just be prepared! Bring an umbrella just if some weirdo comes try to do something to you. and pepper sprays are a must too.

Don't walk on the same route at the same time. I mean, "walk on the park at 8am on every Thursdays". You could be a target of a psychopath.

So..
Memanglah tak semua lelaki busuk
Namun ladies tetaplah harus waspada