Happy Birthday to my buah hatii ;)

I tried not to be a spoil brat. Really. I did. Mom, Dad, you can't really blame me if i want everything in sight. Its just that you guys had always did buys these luxury for me. So, its kinda hard for me not to get any, anymore. You have raised this child into a spoil brat. I'm not criticizing on your ways to raise a child, but really, if you don't want me to be a materialistic adult someday, you could have at least held back a few things. Thank you.

Its fake Chanel. I know. I hate fake stuff. Though it cost nearly as much as the real Chanel watch, I want the real thing. I really don't need a watch to cost that much, anyway. My average price for a watch would be for like, RM90 - RM150 . and that's just fine with me. but giving me a RM300 watch, is just too much for me to wear it on my wrist. Its heavy. and cost too dearly to me. Why do you want me to wear something that expensive to school?

My friends don't wear anything that expensive. I mean, in KL, like everything must be branded and really mahal. but here, I just wanted to fit in. srsly. i love them to death but i don't want them to get offended because they couldn't afford it too. and really, all i wanted was a watch.

I am so picky. sorry. I should have just shut up a little while ago.

I wish I could give a present to my buah hati today. but obviously, everyone would think that i am just so weird. tiba2 jak want to give pressie.
ilysm,W :)

Additional Mathematics Project Work 2010

Dear God, I have to finish this additional mathematics project but I'm easily distracted by facebook, internet, television, novels and also this blogsite. Give me strength to push all these desires and finish this additional mathematics project in less than 1 and a half day left before school starts and no freedom shall ever come.

Okay, panic had just kicked in. My palms are sweating. I don't know if I'll make it in time. I guess I have this huge fear of not finishing assignments. Well, anyway, when that feeling comes, I'd just panicked and don't know what to do...and freeze. WTH, this is not convenient at all? I have to finish this whether I liked it or not. and I don't.

The monkey writes;annoyance

Abah's getting a bit over protective that it gets annoying. What can I say, he loves Ummi but its just that he doesn't know what to do about it. and Ummi always think badly of Abah. I hate being the monkey in the middle. ugh. I hate listening to them. I hate thinking of what will happen next. I hate everything I see. I hate everything, mainly. I hate being here. Can I run away ?

stalker in the making

awak, say tau awak suka kat dia
tapi apa saya kisah
saya suka kat awak

orang tak tahu
semua kata awak pelik
saya suka pelik
orang tak faham


i realize i sounded so stalker-ish and extremely desperate
well, haha to that. this is my blog. i can write whatever i like. ;)

hey, i need your opinion. should i tell him?
in my world, every one's opinion matters.

Room for Rent

Today, on Mother's Day. I saw tears. we all held back but tears are stronger.
Along went to Matrik in Perak. we sent her to the airport. I did not cry. I cried the night before and early this morning, where no one will see.

I don't know which part is sad for me. the fact that my sister is going on with life and someday I'm going to leave too or the part that I have to be in charge around the house now. As if my little sisters would ever listen to me.

Either way, I guess the only person that actually listens to me when I had problems and complications is her. The only person that knows the secret jokes between these sisters. I never told her that, but I would just assume that she knows. I'm scared that I'm going to face complications without her. I mean, I hope everything is going to be fine.

I should be talking about my mother on Mother's Day. Instead, I'm talking about my sister. My mom cried, she could not believe that her daughter is going away. but really, we all are going to miss her. The room would be silent most of the time now that she's gone. It already has.