When in doubt

Think of all the wonderful things you did together.
Just remember,
he went to meet your family because he loves you.
he basically waited for you.
he has that smile that could light up the dark world you live in and do whatever it takes to make him keep smiling. I am afraid of the dark.
when life gets tough, he steps in and say, "Its okay. Everything's alright, I'm right here." and it is.
he is human. trying to figure out things, when he does, back him up.

I'm in the mood for cupcakes. Will you get one for me ? :3

HAH! loser

For someone who owns a blog, I sure talk about someone else a lot in them.

I guess I got no life to talk about.

Years more of...waiting

Here are some pics I took at Pustaka ;)

He pass his jpj test. I'm proud. He should take me out sometime. Ouuh I miss him so. I mean, we're together for like 7 months now but never gone out with each other. I'm not complaining. His family doesn't know about me, except for his brother and mom. Well, wait, I don't know about his sister, she knows my number and its scary to get a text asking to stay away from Wafi a little before we're having our Percubaan. His kakak scares me lah.

Why oh why is his phone messed up again? I miss the conversations, the part where nothing else matter except for us. Now, he's just busy. I miss the honeymoon phase. Jom pegi honemoon? :P I heard he jogs daily now. I miss jogging at Pustaka. Why didn't he jog there when I was still there?

Anywayy, when will SPM result some out?! I'm freaking out here. and I can't wait to go to school (shocking, I know) , to get the result and see him. I wonder what has all the jogging and bola tampar done to him :)))) heeeeeeee

Pretending I'm a Rockstar

Suhana and Baina are going to LA. When am I gonna travel to...anywhere? I'm accumulating fat just sitting in this couch. HAHA

If Suhana and Baina read this, please have a good time and think of me once in a while. Get me something pretty :D


Here's the thing, I think we're the only couple who hadn't going on IM or YM or whatever. I'm sorry but I type VERY slow and and idk, I guess I feel insecure about it. I think I am LAZY to move my fingers and just dance them around the keyboard in fast mode. Oh! Its so awkward when the conversation goes boring. Thats the reason why I just not into chatting. Sorry, dear.

Patah

You told me,
you're watching out for me
you care for me
even when things go rough

Because I'm as delicate as a bud
fragile and weak
when storm comes through
I'll break, I'll fall

You're the strength
but absence takes place

Where's the shoulder to lean on?