Monday, June 13, 2011

Perintis

Kami di sindir oleh budak2 Matrik kat KMK ni. >:(
"Ingat budak2 UMK ni hebat sgt ke?"

Eh, eh, kalau kami hebat pun apa kau kesah? takyah nak jeles2. UMK ni mmg group yg sikit tapi dah bertambah ke 4o+ orang. Cikgu kata, UMK ni group yg sikit, kamu diwajibkan untuk duduk di barisan hadapan jika ada sebarang majlis. Kalau tak, nanti kamu akan tenggelam. Hanyut dalam 700+ budak2 Matrik.

Hmm, sebenarnya, kami taknak pun duduk kat depan laaaa. Buat KECOHH je.

Sunday, June 12, 2011

High School Musical

Pelajar UMK - KMK VERSION.
Hmm, we'll be doing a performance during Hari Pendidik on 16th June.
Song : We're All In This Together - High School Musical
DANCING LIKE WE'RE CRAZY. LOL

I'll update you on this one later.
*NERVOUS AKU AKAN MENARI KAT DEPAN*

Saturday, June 11, 2011

Silence

Its been 3 weeks that I've stayed in Kolej MARA Kulim.

Here's my confession :
There's a bit pressure for me, regarding my assignments. Mostly my dorm mates would ask me when they have questions about them. Maybe I sounded like I hate to help them. That is soooo wrong. Its just that I would be the one who hadn't finished my assignments while they finished theirs with a bit of my help.

When I realized that I'm the only one who hadn't finished my assignment, I feel so stressed out that until one night I think its better that I take out my own life. Thank God I'm still sane enough to NOT do that.

Okay, here's another confession, when I was 12, I feel like my world has ended and was stupid enough to hurt myself. I carved "DEAD" on my hand using that sharp compasses which no one notice since I wore long sleeves. Am I a coward to take that knife and finish my business here or am I just being smart to stop myself from being part of the undead? I remembered that I had held the knife with my right hand that evening and stare at it long enough that I cried for being a coward.

What was the reason for my own act? I don't remember anything at all.

Tuesday, June 7, 2011

Tak sama !

Sungguh!

Living in a hostel is a totally different environment to me. But one thing's for sure, friends are great to you. Its just that, no matter how many friends are around to comfort you, it is just not the same without your family there. Especially when you're so freakin' far from anyone you love.

This would be the time to find someone to have a heart to heart conversation. And to learn more about others...?

My mind is definitely not in the right track. I can't focus much in class. But I can't tell anyone that. So, shhhh.... hahaha

Wafi told me NOT to be lazy. I'm trying, okay? I can't understand Physics much. Whenever I start to do Physic's assignments, and I couldn't do a question, I would drag myself to do anything else. In short, I procrastinate. I'm not lazy, I procrastinate. There's a difference.

I tried not to call anyone since buying prepaid credit is limited for me. Sometimes I wish there isn't any left for me to call anyone or to text people. That way , maybe, I don't have to worry about why hasn't anyone called me yet or text me yet. Betul tak?

Sunday, June 5, 2011

ZUHUD 13



Let me cry for one whole night, then I'll rise tomorrow, being a new person.
Because I'm stronger, and better this way.
Mcm org Sarawak kata : congek! nangis je Nora ni. =.=

" So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me "