Stutter

Here's the thing.
I am just so NOT focused right now. Maybe I am just so easily distracted with..everything.
I mean, what do you do when you have your own lappy with free wifi? Gosh. FACEBOOK, TWITTER, EVERYTHING, basically.

This week has been rough. and its not even Thursday yet. I'd hate to see what's up in store for me next. Dear God, give mercy.

I can't cope well with such situations where you have to face it alone. I'm an auto-phobic, actually. but silly thing about me is that I need to be alone. Can you understand me? I mean, I need to be in a presence where there is a lot of people but I need to be alone sometimes. Its the time for me to think. The time for me to understand myself. You have to understand yourself before you could understand others, am I right?

I'm sorry abang. I hate it when we fight. I hate it when you left me hanging by the thread and leave me thinking with questions. Questions which was just left being unanswered. Talk to me abang? Please. I need you now. I need you every minute of the day.

Phonecalls from beyond ? :D

Random thoughts : Most pretty girls would usually end up with funny guys. Perasan tak ?

Anyways, I'm here not to complain and not to procrastinate ( I think.. ). I'm here just to update on the assignments I have to do in less than 3 days since I'll be going back to Kulim, Kedah on Saturday morning. Oh God. The horror.

Thank God Kak Ipah was there to list out the assignments I have to do, or else I don't think I'd remember anything about those Biology assignments and Management mind maps.

Okay, Amelia. Azam baru !

• DO NOT PROCRASTINATE
• STAY FOCUS IN CLASS
• LIMIT YOUR PHONE CALLS
• PRIORITIZE YOUR GOALS
  
• TRY TO KEEP UP WITH ASSIGNMENTS - JANGAN TAK HANTAR ASSIGNMENTS

Wish me luck, dearie !

SEEP Pertama ku :D

nak nak upload video kat sini tapi entahla, tak dpt pulak :c melebihi 100MB

Jangan Contohi Nora.
Kalau nak pergi interview orang;
1 . Make sure dah ada semua soalan untuk dapatkan maklumat.
2 . Kalau korang ni jenis yang gagap (macam Nora) , seelok eloknya, pergilah practice mcm mana nak tanya soalan tu, jangan nampakkan anda nervous!
3 . Jangan kacau kalau orang tu busy, kalau boleh tolong dia, tolong dulu, lepas tuu baru lah sambung interview.
4. Bawa tape recorder // handphone untuk rakam perbualan anda, jadi kalau tak sempat tulis semua maklumat, dapatlah refer balik dlm recorder tu.
5. Rakam video atau tangkap lah gambar sebagai bukti atau bahan rujukan nanti.

Jelly donut

Trip home
KULIM - IPOH - KUALA LUMPUR - BANDAR SRI DAMANSARA

I'm smiling again , mostly because I'm home :) and maybe that I'm just being happy. or maybe I'm just lying to myself again? Saying that I'm happy wont make me feel happy. LIES.

Wafi didn't call and when I did call him, he didn't pick up the phone. Busy kot? entah. Aku sedih.

anyways, in Ipoh, me Mahir and Sue went to a little trip to Gunung Lang. Gosh the scenery there is breath taking.











bila dah sampai Kuala Lumpur, shopping2 kat Sogo and along Jalan Tunku Abdul Rahman.

whee :) Nora belum siap lab reports aaaand SEEP. help me?

7 Things

Here are things that you need to know about me.

1. I am not a person who can talk spontaneously. I'll stutter. Seriously.
2. I don't know how to make conversations. I just can't find any topics to talk.
3. I have a background that may or may not be the same as yours. I don't talk to anyone about my problems anymore. My past is my past, and my future is my choice.
4. I don't know why but I am always the shadow; meaning, I am always next to the person who is 'outstanding', 'marvelous', 'awesomely great' ..etc. I never get the spotlight?
5. If you ever say bad things about me, or directly to me, I can't give out good comebacks. or even scare the freakin' hell out of you. (Mostly because..refer to number 1 in this list) and maybe I don't have a 'mean' DNA in my body to begin with. HAHA
6. I'll fall in love easily. If you are my bf, please don't leave me for too long? I am such a weak being.
7. I am always quiet. If you don't know me well, then I think you'd say that I'm snobbish and sombong. I am not sombong, btw. I'm nice :) LOL


regarding to number 5, I always have Ashley Grace Anthony to back me up. But she's not living near to me anymore :'( waaaa