SUFFOCATING

I'm trying to remind myself that BLOG is NOT a place to criticize others and to judge others.

BREATHE IN. BREATHE OUT.

Okay, take a second to know what's going on around you. Try and do all that you can so there's no procrastinating occur. I'll be fine. I know I will.

Dear God, give me strength.

Where's my Hero?

Hero - Enrique Iglesias

You sang me that song on my birthday. It meant so much to me. You're always there to save me from my misery. I can't even do my assignments at all here. You've always motivate me to do more. I don't think I did any work after you stopped calling or texting me. I kept on telling myself that you're just so busy, and I'm just so insignificant to be bothered. Can we talk, abang? :'(

I miss you. I miss us. I miss everything.

"I'm supergirl
And I'm here
To save the world
And I wanna know
Who's gonna save me?"


Abang

Yuna - Random Awesome lyrics

It all began
at the show one weekend
I was a friend of your cousin said
"hey how you've been"
And with your checkered shirt on
And my Reebok shoes on
Let's watch something random
turned into something awesome

And I smile I love no,
I laugh happier somehow
No I don't know what is up with me
I laugh too much recently
No, They don't know much about us
When we're exchanging glances
They'll figure out one day,
what happened on your 24th birthday

It all began with a simple

confession
You had an urge to kiss me and
I was on the verge to miss you
and it happen,
no
we don't understand
no
I won't even budge
before we didn't hang out much
So save me in your playlist
so,
You wont forget this
When things don't quite go your way
You'll still have me on replay

With your checkered shirt on
And my Reebok shoes on
Let's watch something random
turned into something awesome

And I smile I love no,
I laugh happier somehow
No I don't know what is up with me
I laugh too much recently
No, They don't know much about us
When we're exchanging glances
They'll figure out one day,
what happened on your 24th birthday

Stutter

Here's the thing.
I am just so NOT focused right now. Maybe I am just so easily distracted with..everything.
I mean, what do you do when you have your own lappy with free wifi? Gosh. FACEBOOK, TWITTER, EVERYTHING, basically.

This week has been rough. and its not even Thursday yet. I'd hate to see what's up in store for me next. Dear God, give mercy.

I can't cope well with such situations where you have to face it alone. I'm an auto-phobic, actually. but silly thing about me is that I need to be alone. Can you understand me? I mean, I need to be in a presence where there is a lot of people but I need to be alone sometimes. Its the time for me to think. The time for me to understand myself. You have to understand yourself before you could understand others, am I right?

I'm sorry abang. I hate it when we fight. I hate it when you left me hanging by the thread and leave me thinking with questions. Questions which was just left being unanswered. Talk to me abang? Please. I need you now. I need you every minute of the day.

Phonecalls from beyond ? :D

Random thoughts : Most pretty girls would usually end up with funny guys. Perasan tak ?

Anyways, I'm here not to complain and not to procrastinate ( I think.. ). I'm here just to update on the assignments I have to do in less than 3 days since I'll be going back to Kulim, Kedah on Saturday morning. Oh God. The horror.

Thank God Kak Ipah was there to list out the assignments I have to do, or else I don't think I'd remember anything about those Biology assignments and Management mind maps.

Okay, Amelia. Azam baru !

• DO NOT PROCRASTINATE
• STAY FOCUS IN CLASS
• LIMIT YOUR PHONE CALLS
• PRIORITIZE YOUR GOALS
  
• TRY TO KEEP UP WITH ASSIGNMENTS - JANGAN TAK HANTAR ASSIGNMENTS

Wish me luck, dearie !