Rest

Mlm Ahad I slept at 11pm woke up at about 3am and stayed up until morning. which I don't mind doing every day because I needed to complete my assignments anyway. and its quiet and better to do it in the morning. 


Then I have that English drama and when we performed, I forgot my friend's line and made the drama short-- I feel bad. She was looking forward for that line. Penat je dia hafal :( and it was all my fault. 


I dragged myself all day, then I slept that evening after Maghrib for about 15 mins. It was a good rest. and I still haven't have the chance to lie on my bed. Please, don't tempt me. I don't need sleep, I know I don't. I can't pamper myself. Kau tak layak, tau tak? 

I'll sleep when I die.

Happy

If you google image for "Happy", you'll find bunch of smileys, cartoons and happy birthday pictures. Humans? There aren't any. Because who could really capture happiness? Even actors couldn't do that. 

I guess what I'm saying is, not a lot of people are happy. and they are simply hard to capture.

Jgn lupa

Maybe I was over reacting on the "can't do it on time" thing. Its nothing compared to the real future, the real world.


Macam Wafi kata:
"mun ktk xpat lepas apa yg ktk ada time tok, camne ktk akan lepas pada masa hadapan? adakah ktk akan lari jak?"
*apabila Wafi bersuara*


The future will be tougher and my mindset must be ready for it. I know I wont be alone in this. Eveyone is there to support me. I have all the wonderful people I need. I am content. Thank you Allah :) Thank you Wafi.

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Strive, Struggle but don't Stress out - My new motto

and that's what I wrote for my motto in the profile. Whee, my part is half done for the magazine. Now, we wait for the pengumpulan data, wartawan and photographer do their thing before we do the editing TOGETHER.


Yes, we have the whole team with us. YEAY.


*tepuk dada* All iz well. All iz well.

TRIGGER // BARRIER

Don't take those problems as a barrier, but as a trigger to your success. 


This week is packed, full, occupied.


Hari Kerjaya then Choir and then Submission for Ridaksi cover ++ presentation for every subject. Gosh. 
But thank God we are done with the Jualan Hari Kerjaya and Choir. umm yang lain? We'll see, okay?


Even I've posted my status as "Don't give up." But my mind keep telling me to give up. To end this, end my life. Stupid stupid thing to think about. But to tell you the truth I can't think of any other way but that one for a moment.

Pray for me

When I need you the most

I can't say I'm sad or angry. Just that, it never occurred to me that I could feel angry at someone but I just couldn't express it to that person. I'd cry, I'm so weak. Pathetic. Toughen up, Amelia! Stand up! Straighten up that back bone.

And the worse part of all, I can't tell anyone about it.