Perlu ke mengamuk?

Ada makhluk Allah ni suruh aku teman dia pergi Giant. Tapi aku dah tahu tujuan dia. Lepas sampai, dia pergi dgn teman dia, tinggal aku. Aku pun jadi malas nak keluar hari ni. Aku cakap la memang aku tak pernah confirm nak keluar pun. Ikut keadaan. Aku nak keluar pun sbb ada makhluk sorang lagi ajak main bowling.


Yang makhluk sorang lagi ni, semalam dia bad mood, macam tak jadi pergi je? Aku tak kesah pun. Serius, you weren't harsh lah. Everyone had a bad weekend. Mine wasn't that great too. No hal lah. Aku nak keluar pun kalau kwn2 yg lain nak keluar. Tak kan lah aku nak duk main bowling dgn dia sorang? Gila. Aku pun tak nak. Ummi marah. Wafi pun mesti  marah. Tgk muka ni, nampak boleh jaga diri baik2 ke? Haih -.-


So perlu ke makhluk yang pertama tadi, menghempas hempas barang , tutup loker sampai nak hancur ? Lepas tu menangis duk atas katil. Tunggu sampai aku kata aku nak outing jugak?

And bukan ke hari tu kau dah jumpa teman kau tu? At least dpt jumpa. Aku dah tak jumpa Wafi lebih setahun, dia tak call aku tiap2 malam pun. Tak macam kau dgn dia. Mlm2 ada je org call, dpt je nak keluar dgn dia kalau kau balik rumah. Aku? Takda pun.

Sabar je~

Ayam Masak Merah

"1st syarat mak and kakak mek is : isteri mek mesti pande masak."

Syarat lain? Ada lagi tak? :3

Wow, hidup kita berbeza kan? Your family is like, always eating at home, together. Home-cooked meal. Never go out to eat.

Mine? Well, in a week, tak semestinya ada sekali pun Ummi sempat masak. and I'm afraid to go and experiment in the kitchen. I live off from eating outside food. I'm used to that. I know, its never healthy that way. I'm not healthy. I'm sorry I'm not perfect.


And you remembered the promise I made to myself, that I'll marry the guy that will make me try cooking, not by force, but willingness of my heart. I think that guy is you. :) Just that I'm not sure if its yummy to eat?

Macam mana lah ni?

Me? or pilihan kakaknya?

Well
Macam teacher Azian kata : A problem is not a barrier if you make it as a trigger. A driving force for you to do more and more, better and better each day. Its all on how you see it. Its a challenge, so grab it!
I can do this, I can do this, I can do this. Oh God, help me?

Little

I can't believe I cried because of the little things? 

Hempas hp? Pastu senyum?
Gila apa.

Without me

Now this looks like a job for me
so everybody just follow me
cause we need a little controversy
cause it feels so empty without me

Rest

Mlm Ahad I slept at 11pm woke up at about 3am and stayed up until morning. which I don't mind doing every day because I needed to complete my assignments anyway. and its quiet and better to do it in the morning. 


Then I have that English drama and when we performed, I forgot my friend's line and made the drama short-- I feel bad. She was looking forward for that line. Penat je dia hafal :( and it was all my fault. 


I dragged myself all day, then I slept that evening after Maghrib for about 15 mins. It was a good rest. and I still haven't have the chance to lie on my bed. Please, don't tempt me. I don't need sleep, I know I don't. I can't pamper myself. Kau tak layak, tau tak? 

I'll sleep when I die.