Well, pretty unwell

Listening to my playlist on Yuna, putting Eye Mo for the mata bengkak, holding a tissue for the nosebleed, blogging while the tv is watching me.

See how well I am at multitasking?

Even if I feel okay, I guess my body disagree with that.
Having such a disgusting sinus moment and panas badan. But I feel okay regardless. I don't even know whyyy its acting up in such a way.

Progress for assignment?
15% and paused

I'm freaking out but I'm not doing anything to finish them. Takut lah pulak when I type down that last sentence.
What if I'm the only one who's not studying during the holidays? Gaaah, macam mana midterm ni~ I'm scared now.

I think my nosebleed is drying up. Better start on that work =__=

Amelia

WHERE ARE YOU?--ANSWER ME.

This post may be meaningless to most of you.
I'm not being pathetic, I'm not afraid, I'm not hiding anything. So here it goes...

Remember those first glimpse, where you think that its silly to fall in love at your first sight, then you think that the feeling is nothing at all.

So you pushed it aside.

Pushed it to the farthest place it your brain, locked in a cabinet then lost the key.

But then the things happen like catch you watching me, though I told myself that you were just looking at some other things behind me. See how I was still pushing away?

Then after a while, I was the one who kept wanting to see you. I mean, the class is not complete without you. When your regular seat was empty, I wondered where.

and Oh then talked about you in this blog when you didn't notice me. Angry at the world because of you. haih budak pelik.

See how silly I get?

I smile like a maniac thinking about those moments. I miss it.

Look at you then look away when you looked

Amelia

Kalau ada geng

Dear bloggers, blogwalkers and stalkers
While other people are updating their bloggers, fb and tweets, I am hibernating. No, not really.

I'm taking a break from the virtual world. Doesn't mean that I'm studying at home. I am with la familia and that's just the best thing. The Noras are all here to have a random awesome moment together. and the fuzzy cats are multiplying. We are now having 10 cats. Getting fuzzier everydayy.

I love cats, but their fur isn't helping me with my allergies to dust and my sinus problems. Ohwell

I learnt 2 things yesterday;

• Do NOT wear sneakers WITHOUT socks. Blisters are such a pain. I'm gonna stick with wearing ballerina flats.
• Maybank ATMs wont allow you to transfer money to other banks other than Maybank accounts itself.

So that day when I decided to walk my way to the nearest ATM, to transfer an amount to Nurul, it was totally not worth getting blisters for. And on my way home, it rained oh so heavily that I was wet up to my knees.

Enough of that boring stuff.

Yuna Homecoming Concert is in 2 days! OHMYGOSHOHMYGOSHOHMYGOSH
Unfortunately YHC is only in Penang and in Kuching.

I was planning this plan where I can buy the concert tix online and grab it before entrance.
How am I gonna go there? Hmm, bdk2 PPKS UMK ada program, I was supposed to be one of the facilitators on the 10th to 12th Nov and I was saying, I don't know how to get organized this holiday. By going as faci, I'm gonna miss a lot of time for my family and my pile of assignments.

So, I was thinking, at least kalau pergi Kulim, boleh pergi Penang jugak.. KMK - I dont have to worry about a place to stay, tinggal jak laa kat Kolej nun. Pergi YHC huaaa~

Mcm mana nak pergi Penang Times Square? Alaaa, ajak Hakim laa, dia kan org Penang?

Tapi I never let any guys drive me anywhere other than Abah and Wafi (and of course Taxi drivers :P) Lagipun, ummi kurang percaya dgn teenagers' driving skills nowadays.

So I crossed that plan off my imaginary notepad.  and now~ the YHC admin posted on fb saying they're gonna book a bus from kl! whoot. perjalanan pergi pagi 9am, balik malam 10pm

So am I going?
takpelah, I don't wanna be in that bus, takda gu, takda geng, saing takdo HAHA

tapi its a one in a lifetime opportunity~

tapi there's gonna be other concerts

tapi nak pergi yg concert ni punya jugak

mengada ngada tahap maksima ni >___<

beli Tshirt pun dah cukup

cukup ke?

Chamelion cAmelia

Wear where

Im creating an outfit in my mind for when I'm going out, when I'm out with family nanti.
I always do that, I don't know why.

Skinny jeans
Mini skirt
Denim Vest
Black t shirt
Black selendang // Blue pashmina (to match the miniskirt)
Wedges

Get the picture? Hmm, gonna try it out~ to see how it looks first.
haha kepala dah ingat kat rumah jaa

Dressing up, 

Amelia

Mimpi ?

So I celebrated Raya Haji at UMK. away from family, apart from Along. She blamed me for not wanting to go back home. But I want to go home too.

I was just thinking rationally, sebab kalau balik tiga hari ke rumah, ummi and family tak sempat nak duk kat kampung lama2 since we all kena balik awal before class starts. Okay, sng je kalau naik bas kat Perak kan? but then the reason my sister wants to go home is to have a look at our cats~ tak faham lah dia.
Lagipun on the 2nd Nov dah mid sem break for two weeks. leceh nak beli tiket lagi and naik bas lagi~

To tell you the truth, I'm just glad I don't have to sit in the bus for 8 painful hours again and again. Sekali naik bas balik dan datang pun dah cukup, kan?

Then on the weekends in my room in UMK, I got this dream about me driving (yea, ikr? I don't even have licence to drive.) I was driving and the car was a bit odd, because I was driving from the back seat. O__O

Next to me, in the odd car was Wafi. and we were somewhere in a Kampung area. I don't know where we were going but suddenly we came to a dead end. So I reversed. On my way out, Wafi recognized a girl, with long hair, t shirt and jeans. He seemed to know her. He opened the door and let her in. I guess we were heading the same direction.

"Siapa tok?" she asked Wafi, pointing to me. tanya pun macam tak ada adab -____-
He didn't answer. I was driving (HAHA), so I pretended like I wasn't listening.
"Slalu contact nya kah? Sayang ko kah?" she asked again
He still didn't answer.

And that dream ended just like that.

You don't know how weird and odd I felt waking up from that unresolved dream.

Maybe its because my conscience wanted to know what am I to Wafi. Indirectly, I'm asking him in my dream. and since it is my dream, I don't know Wafi's answer. That's why he's quiet in the dream.

So I guess if you ask for my status, I'll be answering "Its complicated." Because it really is complicated. I mean, I'm clear on Single but Not Available thing. At least we can be friends that contact each other once in a while. Macam Nurul dengan Aiman. They're not a couple but they go out with each other sometimes. kadang2 Nurul keluar dgn family Aiman pun ada. ^^

Blah blah blah

Its complicated,

Amelia