Ruined result

So here's my result for semester 1. Oh the horror.
What happened? I used to get 3.5 and above for all 3 semesters in PPKS.
Hmmm. I post my result here so I'll have my walk of shame. Tak nak malu, get better results lah. Aiyoo.

2 years and 7 months on 7th Feb// 07.02.2013

I like this date. macam comel je, kan? :)

Anywayyy, I need new spirit to start up the new semester. fuuhh.

Siapa kecewa masa dpt result final anda yg lepas? Sila angkat tangan.
*Hand up*
I know, I know. I blew it. I thought, if I could start off my semester okay, I'm able to get Dekan on the future finals. Its okay if I manage to get 3.0 but I didn't. I mean, its almost there but not quite. 2.94 is still not 3.5

But you know, if I didn't fall, I wouldn't know when to push myself. Then, there's no struggle in study. kan kan?

But here's a new song for February. Unbelievable by EMF. catchy tune. heard it at Spectacular 2013 and it just glued to my mind. So that you guys can get hooked by this song too, I put it up in my blog. Enjoy! :p

BEAT IT WITH BEATS

I'm gonna put on a playlist here in my blog so you guys could listen sing along to what is on or curse me for even choosing the song. Either way, its my blog, I have the freedom to choose my songs. But you have your rights too, you have the freedom to mute your speakers if you guys find the disgust in my choice of music.

Don't worry, I'll change the songs every month. and hey, remind me when I got lazy okay?

This month....I'm choosing a song that could be old to you guys but it goes into my Never-gets-old playlist.

Love bug by the Jo Bros. I mean, Jonas Brothers :)

Not that I'm outdated or anything, its just that I love to find time to appreciate them. kan kan kan? and you don't always have to love something because others are loving it. You don't have to follow the status quo.

Anywayy, I love the Jonas Brothers. 'cuz I guess I can sense that they actually write songs for their love of music, not for fame. I mean, they're not some boy band dancing singing group. They create their own songs. They play their music. Just like why I choose Yuna over Najwa Latif. Cody Simpson over Justin Bieber. and ohhhh Joe Brooks, Avril Lavigne, Becca and Skye Sweetnam...gosh! Not that I have anything against these singers, I don't hate them. I just choose to love the ones who are better :)

Not a --- --------- fan *shrug*

Amelia

Baggage

“You see, everyone's got some baggage. It's part of life, but like anything else, it's easier when someone gives you a hand with it.” —Ted Mosby

If you guys watch How I Met Your Mother, then probably you guys know what I'm talking about.

Ted Mosby's baggage was that he was left at the altar. He was about to get married, then Stella left him to be with her ex boyfriend. 

And if you guys know me long enough, you guys would know what my baggage is. When I was carrying that baggage, its as if its the worse thing in the world. So freakin' heavy to carry everywhere. But after I open my eyes, I realised that its not that heavy at all. We all are the controllers of our mind. I was turning an anthill into a mole hill. I was only thinking that its hard to let go. But its not.

Alhamdulillah, I found people who inspire me and help me along the way. I'm ready to let go of that baggage and start anew. I began to see why Allah had sent me to go through this path. 

I didn't get Vet so I have to study at Jeli > Met awesome people at UMK Jeli on a jog on a Friday Morning > I found a support group that helped me all the way.

Before, I am this person who thinks, its okay to let things the way they are. Nothing has to change. Then I realised that I'm complaining along the way, saying that why can't it be this way instead of that way?

But in order for things to change, you have to change. I found my way. :) Thanks everyone.

I think I already found my way a long time ago but I just need that fire under my caboose to make a step forward.

Spectacular,

Amelia

Minority?

So what I've been learning this week is...
Please be considerate when other people are trying to study.

I'm saying this because when I was studying for Anatomy and Physiology, a friend came by our room and talk to my room mates. Well, no. She came by like allll the time. I don't mind having her around. Tapi bila nak study I really need peace at mind so I'll understand whatever I read better. She has a loud voice that even when I'm using my headphones to a volume 10 on my phone, I could still hear her talk.

Kebetulan, mereka ni takda exam the next day, I was the only one studying at that time. They talked a bit loudly that I actually had to go out of the room and went to a friend's room just to study. I was studying Anatomy, my friend was studying Algebra, there wasn't much sound that could distract me. I know I know, I could have said something like, boleh tak perlahankan suara sikit? Tapi tak sampai hati.

And tonight, they're all studying Physics while I'm watching Devil Beside You. When I encountered a funny part in the episode, instantly I laughed. But it wasn't even a bit much distracting as the talks they have the night before. Tapi gelak sikit pun dah kena tegur, 'tahu lah dah habis exam, takyah lah duk gelak sgt'.  Hmm, nampak tak ketidakadilan di sini?

Semalam I was studying alone, they couldn't give a damn to lower down their voice. They were 3 of them.
But tonight, 4 or 5 of them were studying and I had only laughed a bit that it had disturb the freaking hell out of them? Mana hak saya? See how the minority always lose?

But regardless, I have the power to write what I feel and express in a manner that's appropriate right here. Sabar je lah. Patience is virtue.

Amelia