His dad passed away

Ya Allah, kuatkan lah hatinya. Bimbinglah jiwanya. Semoga dia dapat menerima semua ini.

Wafi, be strong. I'll be here for you. I'm sorry sayang.

I know he's a great dad and you love him very much.

Thanks Encik Othman for letting me be with Wafi

Dentist call kot ?

Well, i realize that i am paranoid. the number bukan sekolah yang call. number sekolah laen dari yg misscall ari tuh. but who called to be exact ? what are the odds of having a mysterious miss call on the same day that probably the teachers are calling you from the school's office, after they caught your boyfie's hp that full of messages from you? either way, i am so relieved.

haha, panic je lebih.

maybe there is a good thing having him 'handphoneless' haha. now, Wafi started to talk to me at school. well, he blushed, i blushed. we blushed. it was a cute moment. then he get a bit gagap which is cute, okay ? i gagap jugak ;)

he says, 'sunyi' takde hp. sapa suroh bawak hp ke sekolah ! :D

i miss getting messages from him

aww Bainaa :)

Seriously, babe. i love you. dulu masa kita sama sekolah pun tak serapat ni. i mean, this proves that we can be close even if we are far from each other. you are like a star. shining brightly and always be there for the moon at night. :)

its not that i don't trust anyone here at kuching. its just that i am more comfortable talking to you about my love life and anything related to it. thanks for being a good listener. :)

Bainaa, my sayang

I'm innocent. really.

Seriously. He is the one who brought his hand phone to school. Then got caught. Kena rampas. Then when I reached home, I got 2 miss calls apparently from school's office. Damn la u.

Now, I bet the school's gonna call me to the counselor's office tomorrow and "talk" or should I say, being interrogated. Either way, I hope everything will work out soon. I'm telling myself "What's the worse that could happen? They'll call my parents, and guess what, my mom knows about him already and his parents knows about me already. "

Its all to calm me down, but guess what ? I am not calm. This is not the way I planned my last year of high school would be. I bet the teachers would look at me in a weird way now.

Maybe I'm just being paranoid ?
Pray that they'll let me go lightly

Dear God II

I know that I shouldn't actually love something more than I love You. Astagfirullah. I don't want to love someone more than I love You. Ya Allah, help me become stronger everyday to overcome these feelings. Ya Allah, let him see that no love is greater than Your love.