Raya Holiday

Raya Holiday is here ! whoot. But as soon as the school reopens, SPM candidates in Kuching for Zon A are gonna sit for Trial examination. Just Great.

Well, raya puas-puas while it lasted. I wish I could raya with Wafi this year and the next raya, and the next. He seems really disappointed when I told him that I am celebrating Raya at KL and Perak. I miss him already.

Ummi, Abah, angah nak duduk kat Kuching lepas SPM boleh ? tak nak jauh dari Wafi lama-lama. Ataupun, kita kena visit Kuching selalu, dapat mek mengubat rindu kamek. :D Wafi dah janji nak mbak kamek jalan-jalan around Kuching bila nya dah ambik lesen. tapi lamanyaaaa. sik pa, mek nunggu k. HAHA. okay tak my bahasa sarawak ? ;p

Hujan

It was a very heavy down pour. I look at the path to the bus stop, should I run there? I look at the person next to me. We are still under the school's roof. Watching the rain fall. I smiled at him. I don't know what he's thinking about but he smiled back at me. I was thinking about playing in the rain. Dancing in the rain, like no one's watching. I place my hand behind my back, oh, my schoolbag. I reconsider the idea, I don't want any of my books to be wet. I cross that in my mind full of lists.

I hate waiting for the rain to stop, let me play in the rain ! I hate being the nice girl who wouldn't dare to do any wrong. Why ? because he's beside me. I turn around, leaving him alone, and head for the hostel. Maybe I could borrow an umbrella from anyone.

Barbara was happily to lend me hers. Thanks ! I went to the place I was before, but he was gone. He left already and I walked sadly alone in the rain. I hate myself.

Peroid Pains during Puasa

Baru je nak kata, tahun ni aku puasa penuh la, takde pun tertinggal lagi. haha. Mulut masin ? Mungkin jugak. Dah lah datang time 10 hari terakhir puasa.

Anxiety swings, depression, tension, moodiness.

Haha, whatever lah. Been listening to Elvis Presley, Frank Sinatra and a bit of the Beatles. Why am I suddenly 'into' old songs? Does this sudden interest comes with the menstrual cycle?

If you have time, listen to;
*Elvis Presley
-I Can't Stop Falling In Love With You
-Love Me Tender

*Frank Sinatra
-My Way

*Beatles
-I Wanna Hold Your Hand

*Barry Manilow
-I Can't Smile

Jiwang ? mungkin.

Bollocks

Tak. I am NOT jealous. tak kesah.
Let me say this again; I am not jealous.

Do you know that it hurts badly ?
Do you know I'm sad ?
Do you know I'm probably lying ?

Abdul Wafi

before (07.07.2010)

me : kenapa kita tak pernah cakap kat sekolah ah ?
Waaafi : erm, sebab mek malu.
me : ha ? bukan laki takleh malu ke ? hee :)
Waaafi : erm, guys, uh, guys are shy towards the girl they like. uhm.
me : (confused, but I wasn't that naive) wait, Wafi, are you saying that you like me ? or did I misinterpret the message ?
Waaafi : yes, Nora. mek mengaku.
me : (almost dropped the phone) OMG.
*lebih kurang macam tu laa.

Everything went smoothly after that :)

after(present)
imagine that I'm on cloud nine. imagine that your heart yearns to see that person. always glancing towards that person's direction. hoping to see that smile, and make everything alright. When a crappy day comes, he'll bring the laughter.

dia lawak : suka wat orang gelak sampai sakit perut. haha
dia jiwang : ayat berbunga-bunga, my sayang (:
dia rajin : well, dia rajin if I'm rajin. and I'm rajin when he is. we're dependent on each other.
suara merdu : suka sangat bila dengar dia mengaji, suara dia nyanyi masa dalam kelas ( jatuh hati terus terpikat punya lah )

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me : sebenarnya, Nora dah jatuh hati kat Wafi sejak pertengahan tahun lepas lagi. :)
Waaafi : I've fallen for you since you entered the school. you were the new girl and I couldn't even talk to you.

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