SPM IS OVER!
Its really over. REALLY.
Okay, I really don't know what to do now. Hmm, should I laze for a whole month or should I do some kind of a project. I asked ummi this and she replied that I should first finish pack my stuff, put them nicely in boxes and THEN I can think what I should do next. *cries* I don't wanna move..not YET.
Oh the horror.
Well, on the way home, I told ummi,
"I want you to meet my boyfriend."
"Okay, sure. You're going to show me your boyfriend ?"
*nervous*"Uh-huh." Then I babbled on that I haven't told Wafi yet, I mean, I told him, he hasn't replied yet.
She smiled.
"Why are you smiling?"
"'cause I'm gonna meet my son-in-law"
OMG.
Wednesday, December 8, 2010
Friday, October 22, 2010
Laugh
Why do we get cramps when we stretch and yawn at the same time?
Anyway//
We studied together before our exams. Though we were studying, we weren't that focus. Well, I wasn't, I don't know about him, maybe he was focus.
I love it when we smiled at each other every once in a while. Then I giggled even when he wasn't trying to be funny. Why do girls do that? I have no idea, but it was all an accident. Its like the laughter is always ready to burst out and there's no way to control it.
Oh
I want to hold your hand - Thanks! the Beatles ;)
Anyway//
We studied together before our exams. Though we were studying, we weren't that focus. Well, I wasn't, I don't know about him, maybe he was focus.
I love it when we smiled at each other every once in a while. Then I giggled even when he wasn't trying to be funny. Why do girls do that? I have no idea, but it was all an accident. Its like the laughter is always ready to burst out and there's no way to control it.
Oh
I want to hold your hand - Thanks! the Beatles ;)
Sunday, October 17, 2010
What If ?
Have you ever had those 'what if' moments when you look at something and started to think of illogical things. What if you wake up one morning and saw that the sun is green instead of a large fireball up in the sky. Will the sky be green to ? Will it change to purple ?
These thoughts twist your imagination to a higher level.
These series of 'what if' questions could create another whole world. It may be wonderful and sweet like candy. Or it may be sad and gloomy like...reality ?
What's your world like ?
These thoughts twist your imagination to a higher level.
These series of 'what if' questions could create another whole world. It may be wonderful and sweet like candy. Or it may be sad and gloomy like...reality ?
What's your world like ?
Saturday, October 9, 2010
Silly -_- "
Its silly.
I used to count the days to my birthday. When October comes, the first of October I would start my count down. 9 days, I wrote a little note in my mind.
When I was about to turn thirteen, we had to do a project about our family. and In my report, I included my birth certificate. I saw it written there : 09.10.1993 @ 4.57am
Since then, on my birthday, I would wake up earlier than usual so on that exact moment, I could wish me happy birthday and make a wish.
Every birthday, I would ask for Handphone. but I guess that device bore me now. Or maybe I'm just getting old.
Tujuh Belas. I didn't ask for anything. I don't want to ask for anything. I don't wanna be called as a spoiled little brat. So, God, help me to contain all my wants. I'm grateful for all I get.
I used to count the days to my birthday. When October comes, the first of October I would start my count down. 9 days, I wrote a little note in my mind.
When I was about to turn thirteen, we had to do a project about our family. and In my report, I included my birth certificate. I saw it written there : 09.10.1993 @ 4.57am
Since then, on my birthday, I would wake up earlier than usual so on that exact moment, I could wish me happy birthday and make a wish.
Every birthday, I would ask for Handphone. but I guess that device bore me now. Or maybe I'm just getting old.
Tujuh Belas. I didn't ask for anything. I don't want to ask for anything. I don't wanna be called as a spoiled little brat. So, God, help me to contain all my wants. I'm grateful for all I get.
Tujuh Belas
I woke up at 4.50am, well, actually Fluffy was the one who wake me. My cat wished me a happy birthday and I pet him.
4.57am
"Happy Birthday to me, oh yay."
I unwrap a present from Ashley, could you believe it, I actually cried when I saw it. Its hard and square. A book. A collection of poetry in one book. I smiled. I always loved all those poems and such. I always want a book of poems but never actually go look for it.
For that, thank you dear friend, for finding things that I never had the chance to look for.
You'd think that things will get better after that, well not exactly.
Everyone was still asleep on their cozy cloud pillows. I made my way to the living room, hoping to find a decent movie on HBO. The curious case of Benjamin Button.
Ben was sailing with Captain Mike when suddenly Ummi came down and just looking cranky. Abah came down too a little after. They started to fight. God, oh I wish I wasn't there that morning. and if today was just an ordinary day, I wouldn't care if they do it. but it was my birthday. I felt hurt as if a broken piece of glass was used to cut my chest, then stab my heart again. and again.
On my birthday, my parents quarrel. that's my present. thank you, but no, I don't want that present. They didn't even wish me a happy birthday at first. Ummi left to a majlis and wish me a happy birthday before that.
Along sent a picture of me that she had taken before with a message :
"Happy Old Day, Old Lady ! (^_^)"
Well, haha, thank you older lady ! :D
Then Abah sent me a message, happy birthday and all that. but he could have just wish me face to face. He was in the same house. IDK, IDC.
Wafi told me he had some kind of a surprise for me. but what surprise would it be if I knew about it ?
I have to wait till Monday.
Yes, Monday.
To all of those who stayed up till midnight and straight away messaged me Happy Birthday, thanks you guys ! I love you.
and also to all who remembered. Thanks :)
4.57am
"Happy Birthday to me, oh yay."
I unwrap a present from Ashley, could you believe it, I actually cried when I saw it. Its hard and square. A book. A collection of poetry in one book. I smiled. I always loved all those poems and such. I always want a book of poems but never actually go look for it.
For that, thank you dear friend, for finding things that I never had the chance to look for.
You'd think that things will get better after that, well not exactly.
Everyone was still asleep on their cozy cloud pillows. I made my way to the living room, hoping to find a decent movie on HBO. The curious case of Benjamin Button.
Ben was sailing with Captain Mike when suddenly Ummi came down and just looking cranky. Abah came down too a little after. They started to fight. God, oh I wish I wasn't there that morning. and if today was just an ordinary day, I wouldn't care if they do it. but it was my birthday. I felt hurt as if a broken piece of glass was used to cut my chest, then stab my heart again. and again.
On my birthday, my parents quarrel. that's my present. thank you, but no, I don't want that present. They didn't even wish me a happy birthday at first. Ummi left to a majlis and wish me a happy birthday before that.
Along sent a picture of me that she had taken before with a message :
"Happy Old Day, Old Lady ! (^_^)"
Well, haha, thank you older lady ! :D
Then Abah sent me a message, happy birthday and all that. but he could have just wish me face to face. He was in the same house. IDK, IDC.
Wafi told me he had some kind of a surprise for me. but what surprise would it be if I knew about it ?
I have to wait till Monday.
Yes, Monday.
To all of those who stayed up till midnight and straight away messaged me Happy Birthday, thanks you guys ! I love you.
and also to all who remembered. Thanks :)
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