Babysitter

If things go nothing like you planned, maybe God has another better plan for you.

Pedas

Ummi asked if I'm making the right decision, choosing Vet as my career path.
I said Yes.
She wasn't being supportive. I don't know for sure, alright? Stop second-guessing my choice, please.
But what if I'm making the wrong decision, can I restart the game?

I don't know what I'm doing with my life. I'm scared of the future. I'm not a perfectionist but I hate it if my life is not according to what I planned. I don't have the full sketch to my plans but I have the rough idea to what I want it to be like. Basically, its like most of you would plan.

Study in some University
Graduate and get a decent job
Have a stable economy income
Buy a house
Get married
Have kids
Go to Mecca
Grow old with the people you love

But thinking that the future is not in my grasp is just terrifying, don'tcha think? Maybe I'm focusing to the wrong part of the plan now. Get your head in the game, Nora. You can do this ! Life wont fail if you don't give up.

Psychic

I remembered, I played a little game in my mind. Whenever I miss him, I'd look at my phone and count to three. and wished he text me. It worked before, when he did text me, I smiled. It was as if he was psychic, and knew I needed him. It made me so happy just thinking that someone is there for me. I didn't actually told him, "I just thought of you !" That will make me sound like a stalker much. haha

DON'T EVER SAY THAT I HAVE TO FIND OTHER GUYS. I WANT YOU, YOU PROMISED ME. I DON'T CARE IF YOU SAY YOU'RE NOT SUCCESSFUL IN THE FUTURE, WE'LL GO THROUGH IT TOGETHER. I LOVE YOU.
NEVER LEAVE ME :'(

7 atau 8 tahun lagi yea ?

Wafi, if you're reading this, go get a few 50 sen, go to a phone booth and call me lah ! pleeeeeease.
dah kalau tak dpt contact me dgn cara lain. haha

I don't care if you think your result is like shit. Its still great to me, your addmaths is like freaking great.
I love you no matter what.
bersyukur je that you didn't fail any subject.
I'm still proud of you.

Humpty Dumpty sat on the wall

Result was ok. I called Ashley to tell me my result. haha even though K-On called me first, I think I'd better hear it from Ashy. But one thing that I wanted that day was, to hear from Wafi. Even if it was a brief call. Don't make me feel like a loser, waiting and waiting for things that seem uncertain now. Aku bertepuk sebelah tangan ke ?

I guess my parents was proud of me, kot. Ummi brought home a chocolate cake. I was joking when I say, "We're celebrating Ashley's birthday here? But she's in Kuching." Lissa *excited* "Yay, we could call Ashley and wish her Happy Birthday" Then when we open to box to take a look at the cake, it said "Congrats Angah !! =)"

Haha Lissa was sad,"Kenapa ada nama angah pulak?" She's funny that way.

I blow the candles on the cake (IDK what the candles are for, its not my birthday, but it was fun blowing it HAHA). Then we lit the candles again cause Lissa wanted to blow it too.

Ummi asked what my friends got, I told her some of their results. Then she say, her friend, Cikgu Fatimah's son, which was Saddiq, got straight A's. Oh, Ummi. Comparing is so uncool.

To my surprise, Ummi then ask about Wafi's result. :O I said, IDK for sure, I asked Ashley to check his result when we were on the phone. Ummi asked, "Why? Dia tak bagitahu angah sendiri ke ?"

I hesitated to answer. "No. He hadn't contact me for a while now." I went quiet after that.