Mummy Muffins

Ummi, terima kasih sebab selalu jaga angah. Selalu push angah untuk buat lebih baik. Terima kasih sebab tolong angah belajar yang kita perlu ambil semua peluang yang ada. Ummi yang selalu jaga kami, tolong kami buat kerja rumah, yang banyak mendidik kami sejak lahir. Terima kasih ummi .

Nanti angah call ummi selalu, insya'Allah. and we'll talk like I'm really there. like when we had breakfast together where you'd always end up giving a speech about...everything. I love those moments when we would sometimes finish each other's sentences. and maybe don't say anything at all because we already know what we're thinking. <3

I love you Ummi :') Forever and Always.

Karangan

I didn't expect myself to be getting Kolej MARA Kulim, which I didn't do a lot of thinking and just mail my application. Well, I got into that college. AND I got UPM. I choose the college instead of UPM. They're the same courses anyway. but UPM offers me diploma and KMK is foundation. KMK had this programme for degree with UMK so I know I'm secured to get my degree after my foundation.
OK. SET.

Then....I have to write karangan to mohon biasiswa MARA. I don't even like writing karangan when I was in school. God, help me.

and tomorrow would be my JPJ test. I seriously need help. I have to pass this, or else I can't retake it until I have holidays. Ugh.


Wish me luck.
Nora Amelia

wishy-washy

I've become so accident prone lately. My walking looks like some drunk person who just couldn't walk on a straight line. My hands has scars and marks from cat scratch to knife cuts and paper cuts. Despite everything, my hair looks fine. Muahaha.

The lazy song - Bruno Mars
that song is the theme song for my life.

In another unrelated topic, my comb/the remote control (depends on whichever is nearer) is my microphone for my concert which include singing Yuna's songs to Avril Lavigne. Huh as if I got some great voice. Whatever, my cats don't have any complains. XD

Everyone found their college or university to go to. I don't know yet. My mum kept giving doubt looks. " You didn't apply anything for dentistry? Are you sure you want to be a Vet? How about being a teacher? "
I'd give replies like, " I don't want to spend my life looking at peoples mouth, what if I hurt them badly? Yes, I want to be a vet but I also want to be a psychiatrist, a writer and maybe a physiotherapist. But I know I can't be all of that. A teacher is a nice job but I'm not sure I know how to handle kids. I know what students say about teachers behind their backs, I'm paranoid enough to know I wont last. "

I know, I know. I don't want to make mistakes. but if we don't make mistakes how are we going to learn not to do it anymore in the future? Is it so bad to trust me? Sometimes people need others to trust them to make them believe that they can do it. Its that little push to help you to do more.

Dear Bruno Mars

Bruno Mars - Runaway

Sing to me, please :) hee

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me : *takes out laptop and goes online*
Alissa : *on her bed* whatchadoin' angah? fb?
me : Nope, checking my applications for Universities online. *continues looking at screen*
Alissa : *quiet* *pulls blanket over her head*
me : *looked at Alissa* why are you so quiet?
?
*pulls blanket*
Alissa : *sobbing* you're leaving already?
me : no, not yet but I will. why?
Alissa : I don't want you to leave yet.

I hugged her.

Its strange, I mean, I never thought she'd actually cared if I go anywhere. Then I realised I never gone anywhere further from her, my family, for more than a few days.

We're always together. I'd hugged her at night when she had nightmares and maybe when she has problems going to bed. Even when we slept somewhere else, at a hotel, at my grandparents' house, I'd be hugging her at night, cause she sometimes has problems sleeping at new places.

Along was always the one going to boarding school and now she has no problems being away from us. but me ?

me : Its okay, Along will be back before I leave.
I promise I'll call every week, okay?
Alissa : um, okay .