Hajat

I never told anyone about this.

I don't remember when, but it was a long time ago. I have a yearn, deep in my heart. I said to myself,
 " I want to wear the purdah (face veil) one day " .

One day, when I'm ready. But even before wearing that, I must prepare myself. Just like wearing the hijab, I feel that if I want to wear it now, I will not take it off in public or in front of non relatives. I have to cover my aurat properly. I have to avoid doing the wrong things that Allah has forbid. I don't want to cheat when others don't see me (not any more)...because Allah always see me. I hate hypocrites but I am one. Sometimes when I did something wrong, I forget that Allah is watching my every move. It scares me when I realised that I don't think of Allah 24/7 in my life. But now, each time I have an attempt to do wrong, I hope I have time to stop myself. I want to be a better muslimah.

Pray that I will get hidayah from Allah to tell me, its time. I want to do it now, but I want to take things slow. Perbetulkan apa yang salah dulu. Then, insya'Allah, I'd be able to wear the purdah by the time I get married. ;)

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A day @ CH

Played in the park with Alif

Went to butterfly farm

Hand picked strawberries at the Strawberry Park

and went to Abah's reunion dinner

which sums up what I've been doing here.
gonna watch Zettai Kareshi now.

Amelia

Strawberries

Im in the car,
in the car,
in the car.

Guess where am I going?
Go ahead.
Guess, guess, guess again.

Im going to Cameron Highlands.
Im not that excited actually.
Just too bored and I am updating this blog in the car.

Whee for strawberries? Mmm, feel like having Tutti Frutti yoghurt with strawberries and choc syrup. Hee.

Morning at McD

Heeeyy, updating from McD. I've been here since 7 am. an now its 8.10am. Whoa? What am I doing here, alone?

Well, I wanted to go to the post office and I guess I'll be too lazy to walk there. So, I asked my mum to send me here but she has to go to work early. But the post office would not be open until 8 am. So, there, that explains why I'm typing alone with my notebook for over an hour and other people are enjoying breakfast with their family.  

Hey, this Chinese boy is cute, with his baby bottle. heee.

I guess, I'm off to the post office now to send that borang permohonan and Nurul's stuff. Oh wait, I didn't bring the pressie that I was gonna post to Ashyy. :O Nvr mind, I think I'll bring it to her when I'm going to Kuching then :)

More later,

Amelia